Best friends in Love || Kth || ff

Chapter 5

//Time skip//
(At Morning)

Taehyung's pov;

I didn't slept last night thinking about the incident that happened yesterday. Why i can't get it out of my
head.

She is only my best friend. I shouldn't be jealous for her. I don't have that right though.

But she is my Y/n right.

She'd always been only mine. We grew up together.
I know her more than herself. So maybe it's because she has become my habit.

Or maybe I'm falling i love with her.

Oh. No never it can't be that right??

Maybe I'm overthinking. Love is really not my cup of tea tho. I've promised myself not to fall in love with anyone ever.

Because Love is nothing but an illusion. People are too drown in the expectations of being loved by someone that they actually forget that being loved requires loving someone too.

They either avoid it or fall in love with the idea of loving instead of actually loving them. I don't want that to happen with me.

But I can't see her with someone else that's it.. That's the only thing i know right now.

I arrived at her house to go to school. I was waiting near the staircase as usual using my mobile. The door creaked open and she stepped outside. And that's when my mind went numb.

Oh damn.

She was looking so gorgeous.

She was wearing a knee length off shoulder lavender color dress. Her hair were untied, open falling on her bare shoulders.. She did a light makeup which was looking so natural and beautiful on her.. She looked towards me, her hazel brown eyes were looking directly into mine. A smile plastered on her face.
She looked so beautiful when she smiles.

I was looking at her without blinking my eyes once.
She snapped her fingers in front of me and took me out of my thoughts.

"Yaahh What are you thinking huh?? Why are looking at me like that??" She raised one of her eyebrow and held the strap of her bag tightly..

"I uh-hmm.. why are you so dressed
up today? Is there any special occasion?"
Why the fuck i stuttered??

"Huh? Wae? Am i looking not nice?
Shoud i tie my hair up?"

She asked gesturing to tie her hair up which
exposed her milky neck skin and alluring collar bones. I was looking at her in awe.

I felt heat rise up in my body.

My cheeks turned red. I looked somewhere else
not to show her my obviously flustered state.
Why the hell am i behaving like that??
It never happened before though.

She looked too alluring like that. No no i can't let her tie her hair. I don't want other boys to get distracted by her.

I inhaled a good amount of air.