Best friends in Love || Kth || ff

Chapter 7

Y/n's pov;

"You're right y/n. It's your life. I'm sorry
that i over reacted. It's just- uhhh forget it."
He said running his hand through his hair in frustration.

"T-tae i didn't mean tha-" he cut me off my saying.

"It's oki understand. i think i have wasted enough of your time. i am heading back home. I don't feel ok. You also go back to class. And take care. And don't think too much about it okay. I wasn't in my senses i guess. It's okay now" His expressions clearly says the he was hurt, so hurt by my words.

He didn't dare to look in my eyes. He was avoiding eye contact.

I know sometimes he has communication issues.
He is a private person. He is the person who will always smile at you despite of being so hurt inside. I'd always seen like that. There's a thing that's somehow bothering and hurting him so much. I'd asked him several times about it but he had always ignored that topic. Maybe it's all related to that.

He wasn't looking at my eyes maybe he was hiding his tears from me. With h that he left from there. Not letting me say anything. I wanted to talk to him but i was also confused.

What's bothering you tae? Why are you so hurt and confused? Talk to me about it please. Share your problems with me too. I'm here for you. And will always be here for you. Please don't hurt yourself and don't hurt me by hurting yourself.

Never in my worst dream i wanted to hurt him. He is the most precious person to him. A lonely tear fell down from my eyes.

Seeing him in pain, pains my heart too.

Now I clearly know my feelings i love him, I'd always loved him not as a best friend but as the person who always makes me feel the things i never knew.

As the person i want to be with for the rest of my life. All my best memories are with him. He is no doubt the most beautiful part of my life. In fact he is my life. I can't imagine my life without him.

But i am not sure if it's mutual or not. He doesn't want to be in love. He despises love so much.

If i confess to him will our friendship be ruined?

I don't want that. i can't lose him at any cost. As my best friend he will be by my side right. i won't tell him about my feelings that will ruin his life too. He is already so hurt so confused. I don't wanna make him more confused.

He is with Tzuyu? Maybe in future he will like her too. I can't do that to my own friend. She loves him so much. I should just forget it. But how?

Is it easy to fall out of love? If you fall out of love. I guess it ain't love at first place. Right? But one thing i know is for sure he will never be unloved by me.
He is way too much tangled in my heart and soul.

//Time skip//
(After one Week)
//In class//

Y/n's pov;

Finally the day has arrived. Today we've submitted our projects and tomorrow there's a school trip arranged for the students.

Everyone is so excited about it. I'm happy too. It will be a change of place maybe I can clear up my thoughts and think about something else other than my love life.

Things between me and taehyung are ok now. I said sorry to him and he immediately forgave me. We watched movie together, we cracked jokes, we went to amusement park, we did pillow fighting, we did each others makeup like we used to do.