Sam Wilson x f!reader (Captain America and the Winter Soldier)

Chapter 1: Captain Rogers

You were sleeping in your bed, Sam had left for his morning run. Even if your body was tired your mind didn't let you sleep. It only passed two hours since Sam left and your brain decided to bring some bad memories to wake you up. You got out of bed and took a shower to relax. God, that relaxed you so much. After that shower you walked into the kitchen to have a cup of tea and some toast, some minutes later Sam came back.

"How was the run today?" you ask.

"Good. I think I didn't tell you but yesterday I meet someone, now don't get mad at me but the person was Capitain America"

"Sam, why would I be mad at you? It's in the past"

"I know I know" he says taking a seat next to you in the couch "I think you should run with me in the mornings"

"I will think about it " you answered resting your head in his shoulder.

You stayed like this for some time, his arm around your shoulders and holding your hand. The silence was pleasant and comfortable. None of you felt the necessity to say something.

~Time Skip~

"Come on (Y / N) you don't want us to be late." Sam says already inside the car.

You leave the house and lock the door to get in the car. Sam starts the car and starts to drive towards the VA. The music from the radio went through your ears and when you find yourself, you had already arrived. You go to the usual room and see that some people are already there. When everyone arrives, Sam starts talking. People start talking about their problems and Sam helps them, you listened carefully and sometimes you say something but you preferred when it was just the two of you.

"The thing is, I think it's getting worse. A policeman told me to stop last week. He thought I was drunk" A brunette woman says "I turned away to avoid a plastic bag. I thought it was an explosive"

"Some things leave it there. Other things bring them here. It's our job to find out how to carry them. Will it be in a big suitcase or a small bag? It depends on you" Sam explains.

A few more people talk the reunion it's reaching the end. People start to leave and Sam leave goes as well knowing that you would stay a few more seconds inside the room.

"Until next week" Someone said.

But Sam doesn't come back, he stayed outside the room more than usual and that made you suspicious. You go to the door and lean on the frame. Sam was talking to someone. Capitain America.

"Look who it is. The runner man" Sam exclaims.

"I caught the last few minutes. It is very intense" The blonde replies.

"Yes, brother, we all have the same problems. Guilt. Regrets."

"Have you lost anyone?"

"My wingman, Riley. On a night mission. Just a normal rescue mission. Nothing we didn't do a thousand times. Until a RPG takes Riley out of the sky. I couldn't do anything. It was like being there just to watch."

"Sorry."

"After that it was very difficult to find a reason to be there, do you understand?"

"But are you happy, back in the world?"

"The number of people giving me orders has reduced to about zero. So, damn it, yes. But I also have someone who's there for me" Sam looks at you at the door, not surprised that you're there "Are you thinking of going out?"

"No" Cap pauses "I don't know. To be honest, I don't know what I would do to myself if I left."

"Ultimate Fighting?" Sam says smiling as Steve laughs "It's just a great idea that came to mind. Seriously, being able to do what you want. What makes you happy?"

"I do not know."

Sam makes a movement with his arm calling you. You go to him.

"Cap is is (Y / N). (Y / N), Capitain America"

"Do I know you?"

"Yes, knife incident, Clint's house"

"Ahhh yes. Past waters?" Steve asks not quite sure how to answer.

"Yes"

"Well it was good to see you again, Sam. (Y / N) nice to meet you."

"Equally."