I'm getting bigger and I haven't talked to Matt for 3 months and 6 days. I am to the point when I really do need him even though I don't want him. I have had a bit so bad time doing this all. It doesn't hurt at all... Yet. I'm going to the doctor today an they will tell me when the baby will be due.
After the doctor...
When I got home I called Matt even though I didn't want to even be with him at all. When he answered he said that he was so happy that we were talking again. I told him that we would only talk about the baby and that I was still mad at him. The doctor told me that the baby would be born near December 22. That's too close to Christmas. What if it's born on Christmas.
