Run your hand up & down your arm & know if i was their id be doing that. Or just holding you in my arms. But I can't right now, so maybe you need to just picture me their. Maybe it will make you cry, but maybe you need to cry. That's okay. I just wish I was their to be able to wipe your tears, to hold you & really tell you it's okay. I know I'd cry too. I'm really sorry about everything that's been going on. We both have things to work on. But I don't want to lose you because of that. I want to work on it together. It's not supposed to be easy & you just know how to deal with things. It takes awhile to know how to support someone in a way that suites them. I'm going to figure my stuff out emotionally. I need to have my shit together so I can be their for you too.
Hopefully we can hang out when I'm back. But that gives us a lot of time to arrange things and convince your mom :).
