I know I'm not perfect. But I understand what you mean when you say I'm perfect. Because when I see you I think your perfect, even though you don't think it at all. I wanted you to distract me from everything that hurts. That's all I wanted. But you came in & you do so much more. You make every day better for me. It just flows naturally for you. I don't have to convince myself to love you or to take a chance to trust. It's something I can't explain because I simply don't have to think about it. It's just a feeling. Of safety & security. I'm comfortable around you. Even when I first wake up, no makeup & crazy hair. You still tell me I'm beautiful, and that helps me more then you think. I never show anyone myself like this. Your so special. Nobody else really matters anymore. I don't need anyones validation. I just need to know I am enough for you, and I am enough for myself. I went from talking to over 10 people everyday all day to only really talking to you & Lindsey. Because everyone else was just their to distract me or to make me feel better. But my soul feels like it connects with yours. That I don't have to fake things around you. I don't have to change anything about myself to be loved by you. I hope you know that you don't have to change anything about yourself either to be loved by me or to be enough. Our FaceTimes have been the most happiest I've been in a long time. Every day I find more things that I love about you. The things you hate about yourself. The things I want to show you that are beautiful. I don't know how to write this without it sounding corny & kinda icky. But I just wanna express these things to you. Because how are you supposed to describe missing someone you haven't met yet? But I'm scared I'm not enough for you. That you won't accept my love. Because you don't believe it. I can't help you if you don't let me. What am I supposed to do?
