12:05 AM
Your falling asleep, I go on mute & listen to music. But I just tear up looking at you. I'm so lucky. You don't think I am. You think that I could easily get "better". Theirs not "better". It's you, your perfect to me. I wish you could only see it. You don't understand I'm so serious that you make me happy. It's been hard recently. We have both had things going on. But I'm not one to leave so easy. You are so worth it. You may think I'm going to leave. You may think you bring me down. But you don't, you make me so happy. It's just been complicated recently, But I'm here to stay. It's not going to be easy. We have things we need to heal from. But we will do our best together. I hope this never ends. I crave your touch so much. I just wanna be with you. I'm going to be in Alabama for around 2 weeks & I already miss you too much. It's going to be so hard. But it will be worth it when we get to see each other again. Your so perfect to me. Everything about you. Your smile. Your laugh. The noises you make when your excited. Your randomness. The way your body is beautiful. So beautiful to me. The way you respect me & treat me. The way your not like a lot of people. The way we connect. The way you feel so comforting. It's like we already knew each other. When we were together. The whole world stopped. It was just you and me. My hand in your hand. My eyes lookin into yours. Listening to every little thing you say. Admiring everything about you. Everything you don't like or even hate. I love them & I hope one day I can show you that. I say things like this so much I feel like they will lose their specialty. But I mean it :(. I know I'm bipolar. I feel deeply. I love hard. But I'm doing my best. ♥️♥️
