OUAT Felix x reader

Reunion (part 1)

Author's note: this is part 1 of Reunion! considers this a AU where Pan failed to kill Felix and Felix tried to build his life again with you, as his partner :3  I still don't know where I am going with this one but I hope you like it!

"What are you doing here?" 

Felix's day had started great. He actually felt good for once, and that was such a huge step toward his recovery. His mental state had been… bad. Very bad. But ever since he had met his girlfriend, (Y/N), Felix tried to do better. He went to the local therapist who was a close friend of his partner, and got a job at the Sheriff station. He didn’t ask for any job but Emma Swan insisted he would do him some good. So he agreed, even though he didn’t enjoy how he was practically dragged into the position.Some people even complained about him being a policeman or whatever they called it in this realm, but David had made it clear that he was, apparently, a good addition to their little team.

As he was making some breakfast for his girlfriend, Felix had heard someone knocking rather loudly several times on the front door. It was odd for a Saturday but he guessed it was the mailman. He opened the door with a fake smile but it quickly faltered. 

Peter Pan was standing on his doorstep, a usual smirk on his face. It felt like his nightmares were coming to life. 

"What are you doing here?" He repeated, incredulous about what was happening. His breath suddenly quickened as well as his heart but he tried to not let it appear. 

"Hello Felix! Long time no see right? What a nice house!" 

"Felix, who's at the door?" A voice asked behind him. 

"Aren't you going to reply ? I bet the lady is worried that you are away from her…" The green eyed devil told him, a finger pointing in the direction of inside the house.

The blond haired boy slammed the door and quickly locked it. That must have been a ghost. This was not happening.  He stumbled back and tripped, leaving him on the floor. He didn’t try to stand up, curling up on himself as he was having difficulty breathing. It felt like his breath was being stopped by  a ball in his lungs.

"Hey, darling, you okay-?" He heard someone running toward him, and he curled on himself tighter, feeling embarrassed that his girlfriend was seeing him in this state. "Felix! It's okay, I am here…" (Y/N) added with a softer voice, putting his head on her thighs. "Breathe, it is going to be alright." He felt her hands through his hair and he slowly relaxed. 

"He is back. He is back." He rambled on and on, not wanting to open his eyes. He didn’t want to be confronted with reality. Perhaps it was a nightmare? He wished it could be one, that he was going to wake up soon, if he pinched his skin perhaps? He tried that but he realized it made everything a lot more real. 

"Let’s get you upstairs okay? You don't look well. You need to rest." She whispered as she assisted him in standing up, then they both climbed up the stairs (Felix had wobbly legs the whole time so it hadn’t been easy) and she held him up until they reached the bed. She then untied his shoes and helped him remove his pants. He felt like a child again, like he was at the beginning… After Pan tried to murder him for his sick plans. The memories were still fresh, he had tried to block them time and time again, but it had always failed. "I will call David to sort things out." 

"Don't let him near me. Please." He begged her, his eyes darting into hers, searching the confident and protective glaze they usually held. And he felt relieved when he realized it was the case. 

"I will protect you, I swear." She kissed his forehead with a soft and reassuring smile, and then she exited the bedroom, closing the door behind so her lover could have some peace and quiet.