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Truth or Dare, Shawn? Part 3

I pulled away entirely and walked out of the room, I can't believe Cam just kissed me, and I kissed back! I kissed Cameron, what the hell is wrong with me? I mean I thought it was Taylor, fuck where is Tay? I really hope Cam doesn't tell Tay this happened. I went into the bathroom and sat down, I need to talk to Cam about this.

I sat there for a few minutes just thinking, before sighing and getting up walking back to the room, and finding Cam, I grabbed him by the arm and tugged him away from Dillon. I know there's nothing going on there but god dammit why the fuck is he talking to Dillon? Dear lord, Shawn you're going insane, you're acting like a jealous boyfriend, you're single, remember?

I walked to Cams room tugging him along and pushed him in gently, slamming the door and locking it. 'What the hell Shawn? I was talking to Dillon!" "why the fuck did you kiss me Cameron?" "I told you why" "You don't love me Cam, so cut the shit." He stood up and pushed me against the wall "I.Love.You." He pinned my hands above my head, slightly turning me on, god dammit Shawn, really? You're getting hard at this moment.

"I will always fucking love you Shawn and you can hate me all you want for it but I wont stop. You were and still are the love of my life. I know you want Taylor and I'm fine with that. Just tell me part of you doesn't still love me and you can go be with Taylor. If you can honestly tell me that you don't love me anymore, that there's nothing between us, then you can be with him and I'll move on"

I sighed and took a deep breath. Part of me did still love Cam, I always would, he rescued me, saved me. He's my hero, but I can't be with him. "Cameron, of course part of me still loves you, I will always love you but I can't be with you. I want to be with Taylor, and if 10 years down the road we find our way back to each other so be it, but right now I need to do what is right for me, and that's being with Taylor. I'm sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry it's not what you want to hear, but remember I do and always will love you."

Cam loosened his grip on my arms and held my hips instead, I kind of missed this. "Can I just have one last kiss?" Should I kiss him? It'll be a goodbye kiss, nothing more, right? I nodded and felt Cams lips against mine, it wasn't rough, it was soft and sweet. I kissed back tangling my fingers in his hair, he licked my bottom lip asking for entrance and I granted it, our tongues fighting for dominance and his winning, just like always. We stayed like this for about 10 minutes, just kissing, basking in the last kiss we will ever share. Loving each other one last time. This kiss was like none we have ever shared before.

We pulled away and looked at each other smiling, before Cam whispered "Truth or dare, Shawn?"

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A/N FEEEEEELSSSS! Anywhoree this is possibly my last update for a couple days, I start my new job tomorrow so I will be working alot, but I'll try to update when I can! I love you guys.

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