5MOCO Imagines

Sex With My Ex (part 1)

I felt his fingers wrap around my throat, while my bottom lip trembled, holding back the tears. I could smell the alcohol on his breath. It was so strong I could almost taste it. He huskily whispered "You'll never escape babyboy" 

I jumped awake, tears streaming down my cheeks. It was just a nightmare. My hands immediately found my neck, I was okay. He was gone. I sighed and climbed out of bed, dragging myself across the hallway and knocked softly on my roommates door. "B-Bobby.." I whispered, hoping he could hear me. "Come in baby" I opened the door and walked in. Bobby was sitting up on his bed with his arms wide open. This had become an every day thing. The nightmares wouldn't stop. I crawled into his arms, hugging him tightly, my face burying into his neck. He cradled me, holding tightly so I felt safe. I always felt safe with him. Even when we were dating, he treated me so well. "Did you have another nightmare Kian?" I nodded and snuggled closer to him. 

Eventually the tears stopped and I started to feel okay again, Bobby never let go of me, even while he slept beside me. I turned on my side to admire him. He'd definitely gotten cuter over time. I loved everything about him. Leaving him for Jc was such a mistake, I've learned my lesson on that one, you can't trust every pretty face you meet. You see Jc has a drinking problem, mix that with his bipolar and you got one hell of a concoction. When Jc drank, he got violent, and unfortunately for me, he drank daily. At first, he'd apologize and promise not to hurt me again, but then the apologies stopped and the punches kept coming. It wasn't always that bad.. When we first met, he was the sweetest, we'd go on dates, he'd give me little surprises every time he saw me. He spoiled me. Things changed after our first I love you, he knew he had me then, and that's when he started to drink. The abuse was emotional at first, but progressed rather quickly. 

"Kian?" My thoughts were interrupted and I smiled "Yes Bobby?" "You're crying again... whats wrong?" My smile fell, I didn't even notice the tears "I was just thinking about Jc again.." He nodded, and pulled me close again, kissing the top of my head. "Try to get some more sleep baby" I snuggled my face into his chest and closed my eyes, immediately falling asleep.  I was finally safe and finally free. 

Authors Note: I love Jc, so please don't think bad of him in this story. He's amazing tbh and would never be like that to anyone.