𝑀𝑦 𝑘𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡

𝟘𝟜

^when he can play guitar-sorry^

"why would anyone love you stupid bitch." gray's kicked him in the ribs. he yelped in pain, his sobs racking through the air.
"STOP!! MOM HELP ME PLEASE." he begged. his mom looked at him.
"why would i. you're a disappointment to me."he started sobbing harder.

gray jolted up from his bed, tears running down his cheeks. he took deep breaths,trying to calm himself down. he wiped his tears and walked over to his guitar. he grabbed it, taking comfort in the instrument.he started strumming softly, softly singing

"When I'm away from you
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
Give me a day or two
To think of something clever
To write myself a letter
To tell me what to do
Do you read my interviews?
Or do you skip my avenue?
When you said you were passin' through
Was I even on your way?
I knew when I asked you to
Be cool about what I was tellin' you
You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do
And I'd end up more afraid
Don't say it isn't fair
You clearly weren't aware
That you made me miserable
So if you really wanna know
When I'm away from you
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
You call me again, drunk in your Benz
Drivin' home under the influence
You scared me to death but I'm wastin' my breath
'Cause you only listen to your fuckin' friends
I don't relate to you
I don't relate to you, no
'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty
You made me hate this city
And I don't talk shit about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad
'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything
And all that you did was make me fuckin' sad
So don't waste the time I don't have
And don't try to make me feel bad
I could talk about every time that you showed up on time
But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my mother or friends
So I shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid
You ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
Made all my moments your own
Just fuckin' leave me alone"

he let out a breath he was holding. he felt so much better .if there was one thing that could make him feel better, it was music.whenever he was upset, he would sing and play his guitar.

"wow, knight. didn't know you could sing." he heard a deep voice.he looked over to see eret leaning on the doorway with an amused face. he wasn't dressed in his usual king attire. well, it was probably because it was like 3am. she was wearing sweatpants and an oversized shirt.

"your majesty- uhm-why are you awake?" gray said with a flushed face. not many people knew he played guitar or sang.

"i heard you crying. are you alright knight?"eret replied, stalking closer to the boy.

"i just had a nightmare.i'm alright now,your majesty."she walked over to the boy, patting his head.

"i hope so. now,get some sleep. it's really early." they walked out of the room closing the door.Gray placed the guitar back in its place and went back to bed, letting sleep lull his pain.