Friends..?

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Normani's POV:

I calmly got my bag and walked out of the room as Y/N stared at me with a sad expression on her face, yet she didn't say anything.

I started walking to where my track meet was held but my mind was in a whole nother dimension.

I still very much have feelings for Y/N and i'm not running from that either. Dinah feels the same way except she's running from it, which is understandable.

Y/N was and probably still is extremely broken. A little bit in her defense she told us that many times before we were dating and during our relationship. But we still chose to stay.

I have no problem with being Y/N's friend, and with a little bit of convincing i'm sure Dinah wouldn't have a problem either. But it's the matter of the feelings we already have growing and not being able to hold back from acting on those feelings. Y/N got a glow up man, she looks so sexy. And if her charming personality gets to me i know i won't be able to resist.

So it's now the matter of figuring out wtf i wanna do, and talking to Dinah about it.

I was rushed out of my thoughts when i felt small-ish arms wrap around my waist from behind.

Because of my laser sharp reflexes my first move was to dig my nails into the persons arms and flip them over my shoulder, back hitting the ground roughly.

"FUCK! BABE WHAT THE HELL?!" A whiny voice yelled.

I looked down and saw it was Arin, i rolled my eyes at the sight of him.

"Oh, my bad Arin. Don't do that shit, can't sneak up on me like that. I was bout the beat the shit out of you." I said with a hint of attitude.

He stood on the floor flabbergasted and mad.

i had no interest in comforting him, i picked up my bag and walked right over him.

"You should get up off the floor, u look like an idiot." i said continuing to walk and adjusting my bag on my shoulder.

"Why are u being so cold mama?" Arin asked, joggin to catch up with me.

I wanted to vomit in my mouth.

"Do not, call me that. It's cringe."

And only Y/N is allowed to call me that.

"Um, ok. but that doesn't answer my question."

To be honest, i have no clue why i decided to get in a relationship with Arin. I think it's cause I wanted to get my mind off of personal stuff like Y/N, and have gave me ok sex. I was able to orgasm, but it wasn't that good so i jus settled for his sake.

Plus i had to convince my parents i was fine so they didn't have to worry so much, and they'd get off my back. So i started a whole new relationship to show them how good i was.

Dinah obviously wasn't so keen about the idea. She's very possessive. But i made sure to reassure her as much as possible.

Lastly, he buys me food and clothes so. might as well keep him around.

Butttttt, he's getting extremely and boring and annoying.

You know i heard from one of my friends, that he overheard one of his friends talking to him saying he was planning to get me a promise ring?!?!

We've been together for 8 months, maybe less.

Way too fast for me, at least wait a year.

So idk if u wanna break up with him or not. Hopefully he'll do it for me, if he has any self respect which i doubt.

"I'm not being cold, i gotta get focused for practice. And ur distracting me, i jus might get there late cause of u too." I said rolling my eyes.

"Damn, i'm sorry babe. Look, as an apology i'll pick u up and buy u some chipotle." He said practically begging.

"Hmmm, sure. I can agree to those terms." I said smiling. I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek and kept on walking.

Don't let this act fool you. He's an asshole a good 70% of the time. He's most likely only being all lovey cause of the incident with me and Y/N in the closet together.

Despite his whole cocky attitude, he knows that Y/N looks better than him and is basically better than him in every way.

He's one of the popular guys here, so i'm sure here's heard from a good number of people who simp for Y/N and overall jus find her attractive. That's what the popular group does.

They notice any new kids or freshmen, and put them on a scale. Like who's looks the best, who's the most athletic, most funny, less weird, that typa vibe. And they inspect anyone they feel like should join their popular circle, if they have the look and personality for it.

I personally find it super dumb but it's nothing i can do. I'm barely in their circle cause of Arin, and quite frankly i don't wanna be in their circle.

So not only does Y/N look better than him but she pulls more than him. I know that's hurting his ego entirely, so last thing he wants is for her having eyes for his girlfriend.

But me personally... I wouldn't mind if she had eyes for his girlfriend at all.

(Hey my lovessss. Honestly ik for a fact that i'm not gonna get as much views as before. AND ik a lot of you are gonna be pissed at me but... I put my mental health and school first and i'm not sorry for that at all. Now, my mental health is not the bestest. But i'm wayyyyyy better than i was a while ago. And writing this chapter made me remember how good of a coping mechanism it was. So now, i can confidently say i'm back😁. I'm not gonna promise u updates every week but i can promise u, u won't have to wait more than two weeks for an update. Have a great day, love youuuu🫶🏾)

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 29, 2022 ⏰

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