Him and I.

One.

I was at Sam's house for the night and it was around 3am and we were sitting on her bed telling each other about random actors we thought were good looking. "Oh my lord girl have you seen Austin Butler?" Sam asked me so excited. "I dont believe so" I replied with a fake posh accent cause that name just seems so posh and we both giggled, we both are very giddy at this time and also Sam is kinda stoned. She had been smoking a joint, I personally dont smoke, I drink just not smoke. "How have you not seen him? girl hes so hot." Sam finally said after our laughing fit, she opened instagram on her phone and searched him up, showing me a picture of him at the met gala I think. My jaw dropped, literally. "I KNOW!" Sam whisper-shouted. "I think I just creamed my undies." I joked and we both started having another giggling fit. "I need that man. Do you think since I'm verfied he'd follow me back?" I smirked and then winked at Sam.                                                                                                                                                                                                                            I had only blown up cause I was hot and I mean, theyre not wrong. Sams the one who made me realise that, after  I broke up with my ex who cheated on me with THE FUCKING ZENDAYA. My confidence went 6 feet under. Until Sam convinced me to start wearing more, out there clothes that made me feeling confident, the internet was right Confidence is Key. 

I deiced to take the risk and follow Austin, after I did I planned on not going on my phone for the rest of the night and so I didnt. We went to bed at around 7am knowing damn well we are gonna walk up at 3pm and I'd be so sick of her and leave. Thats just how things work when you have sleepover, the morning after are always so shit.

I woke up to Sam staring at me with wide eyes and a scary looking smile on her face, she looked like she was about to murderer. I jumped up, my soul had left my body. She does this whenever she wakes up before me. I checked the time on my phone and it was 2:47pm I needed to be home by 3 cause Im going out for dinner with my dad at half 4. We haven't gone out since my mom left 2 years ago so I knew today must be special..I was scared that he had been seeing a new woman. I wasnt ready to just replace mom, but if he has then I'm happy for my dad he's been doing the best he can for me since mom left. See, my dad was an alocholic and my mom was tired and fed up with him, so he left me money that would last me 3 months and went to rehab to get sober. I was proud of him, I really was. My dad wasnt home right now he was out somewhere for the night thats why i was at sams I didnt wanna be home alone, pariond from all those horror movies I watch

I walked home and then went straight to my bedroom since my dad wasnt here, to be greeted by my cat who was sitting on my bed, she clearly missed me, I mean who could blame her. I set my bag with my clothes in it down by the door and quickly walked over to honey and picked her up giving her loads of kisses and hugs. I set her back down on my bed then checked the time. 3:17pm. Ok I had some time, I didnt need to shower cause my hair looked fine so I just did my makeup and picked up a black body suit and some white jeans, with a gucci belt. It took me about 40 minutes to get ready. I sprayed myself with my vanilla scent perfume and put some deodrant on. Vanilla is my scent, I have shampoo and condisiner that are vanilla and coconut scent. I just love the smell of it, its so sweet and warm, my mom use to always smell like vanilla. I havent seen her since she left, she completely shut us out. 

It was now 4:30 and I was the the restuarnt and my suspicious mind was right. I saw my dad waving at me, whilst he was holding another womans hand. I had a lump In my throat as I began to walk over, fighting back the tears. I felt guilty, How could he not? How dare he just forget mom like that. I sat down and took a deep breath before putting on a fake smile and greeting this woman, pretending to be happy. Its not that I didnt like this woman, She seems lovely. she just isnt her, and she never will be her. 

A/N                                                                                                                                                                                                 you probs all are thinking how overdramatic and sensitve julia is but like Julias charcter is meant to be a Pisces soooo yeah hehe