Him and I.

Twenty-Five.

Today we are leaving paris for good, well hopefully not for good but like you know what I mean.

We are currently about to board the plane and I have my laptop at the ready.

"Thank for this Julia, it means alot." Austin keeps saying this over and over, its getting annoying.

"Austin, Of course. You deserve it, I'd do anything for you I love you bb"

Did I just use Bb.. are you fucking serious I'm disgusted right now.

"I love you too" He cupped my face with his hands and kissed me.

Hes such a sweetheart, I dont know what I did to deserve someone like him.

We got on the plane and the first thing I did was take out my laptop, Austin decided to go back to sleep and well can you blame him its 6:45, our flight got a bit delayed.

I turned on Mean girls and got very invested, yes Ive seen this movie millions of time and know the script by heart and know everything thats gonna  happen, but its still so good.

I wish I could go back and watch the movie for the first time, this movie is the best movie in the world....obviously behind elvis though.

The flight was long and boring cause Austin was asleep the whole time, I think he woke up and hour before landing and we watched Friends.

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Austin dropped me off at me house and I saw my dads car wasnt there, its fine, Im sure he'll be home soon.

I walked into the house and was greeted by Abby running towards me with her arms opened.

I plopped my bags on the floor and let go of my suitcase, I opend up my arms and abby wrapped her arms around me.

"Oh my god I've missed you, Tell me everything!" She excitedly shrugged her shoulders and smiled.

We went out to the field with Joey and I told her all about how me and Austin said I love you, Obviously I left out some details..

Joey was all cuddly, he clearly missed me, I mean why wouldn't he?

It feels so nice to be home I missed it.

"Wheres dad?"

Abby's mouth opened a bit and she went pale which made me concerned.

"Oh honey..didnt he call? Hes in hospital." She looked at Joey,trying to avoid eye contact.

I got goosebumps all over my body and my eyes started to water.

"Why abby?" I placed a hand on her shoulder and she looked up at me with tears in her eyes.

"He had a heart attack and hes been diagnosed with
coronary artery and theres only a 20% chance he'll live."

Tears rolled down my face and I began to sob. Abby pulled me into her arms and I sobbed into her shoulder.

"I need to see him." I finally was able to get out inbetween my sobbing.

Abby walked me inside, she didn't take her hand off me.

I sat down at the island and abby sat down next to me, she placed her hand on my back and rubbed me up and down as I picked up my phone.

My hands were shaking so much, I could hardly enter my password.

"Dad?"

Just hearing him breathing made me start crying again.

"Julia..I would have called but I've been so tired."

"No dad dont worry. Can I come see you"

He told me visiting hours are over and Im gonna have to wait til 9am tomorrow.