Hanging on by a Thread

Mistake #4

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Vivienne's Pov:

"Yen.. wala kang sinabi sa amin. Kaya nga lalong nagalit Mama Bella mo sayo. Sabi mo ayaw mo na siyang guluhin."

"Aunty, kahit kay Veronica di ko nabanggit?" I said while swallowing a huge lump in my throat, trying to stop myself from becoming emotional..

"I want my baby to have a complete family. I had sworn before na hindi ko itutulad samin ni Vero ang magiging anak ko." I failed. Tears kept flowing.. one by one.

"I'm sorry sweetie. Pero you never told any of us." She said while giving me an apologetic look.

Funny, ako dapat nahingi ng tawad. Pero Siya itong mukhang nanghihingi.

Bobo ko! Ang tanga tanga! Ano ba kase ang dahilan! Why can't I introduce him to my family! Sino ba siya?!

"W-wala pfo ba k-ayong nakitang bumisita sakin? Or kahit lalake na lumapit sakin. T-that guy! Yu-yung lumapit ss-sakin before I pass out, yung bag-go ako ma com-matose?"
I said habang pasimpleng pinupunas yung sipon ko sa cover ng sofa.

"That guy? Yung pogi? Not gonna lie pero naging crush ko siya mga 1 millisecond." Then I gave her a death glare. Mamamatay nalang ako yan pa inaasikaso mo, really? Aunt Bea niyo feeling teenager.

"Pano naman siya na-connect sa usaping ito-" Napasinghap siya ng malakas.

"Don't tell me his the father! Is he?!"

"Aunty! I don't know either! Pero I feel weird." I can't even remember his face. medyo blurry. The only thing that I can remember from him was his Ray-ban glasses.

"Don't worry sweetie. We'll look for him. Pero ngayon pumasok ka muna sa kwarto mo. Compose yourself and be strong for your baby. Wag kang masyadong mag paka-pagod pag-iisip.

"Okay. Pero Aunty, please don't tell my mama yet. Thank you."She nodded while smiling, assuring me. I then went upstairs.. to my room, just beside hers.

I went to my bed, while laying down. Ilang oras din tinagal ko sa pwesto ko.
Tama si Aunt Bea, kailangan ko na nga ayusin sarili ko.

One dot babangon na ako sa bed.

After contemplating wether to stay in bed or pumunta sa Balcony-bakit ba? Sarap kaya mahiga.

Umupo ako sa bed. Tama na yung drama ko kanina, walang magagawa itong pag iyak ko, hindi naman nagiging perlas.

I'm sorry Mí Tesorino.
I said as I rub my belly.

Hindi alam ni Mommy kung sino si Daddy mo. But no matter what happens, I love you with everything that I have, I will always love you.

I'll be strong for you my little treasure.
I said mentally.

Tumayo ako sa pag kakahiga sa kama at dumeretso na sa balkonahe. Then I saw something. A car. A black one. With a guy in suit right next to it looking at my direction. When he saw that I was looking. He then turn around and hop on his car and drove away. Hindi ako namamalikmata, I saw him smirk before driving away. W-who is he?