You're going to be okay [Sovbrit]

I'm not dead!?

        Britain POV
That's it I give up,yes I said it I give on this world on this stupid EU,on everything and now I can finally properly give up since where in big debt but don't have the money to pay it, and it doesn't help that were also having a economy crisis over here.And the worse thing is that nobody cares about if i'm on the verge of dieing nobody has and nobody ever will,and then I feel myself start to crack everywhere from down to up but this is what I wanted right. Surely after all i'm going through this is what I want right well wrong that's not what I want,I actually still want to live even if nobody's cares I still want to live my life to the fullest but, it's a little too late for that you could say I guess,"Is...this really the end?",I ask to anything that's still listening. But as always my cries go unheard and then,I see black...

??? POV
I'm not dead but was i ever dead in the first place hmm maybe so,maybe not but all I know is that I somewhere very,very dark but then I open my eyes I think and it looks like i'm in liquid and now thinking about it it's getting kinda hard to breathe too...