waking up and grace wasn't by my side I actually had no clue where she was, she's had a rough couple of weeks and I haven't made it any easier for her, it just frustrates me she's such a closed book all of the time and I want to help her with how she feels and let her know she's not alone.
I was actually quite scared when she wasn't there. I asked freezy and he had no clue where she was. sat on my phone after panicking for a good hour I pressed on the instagram app and saw that jj had posted a story I clicked on it and saw grace. what the fuck.
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I found myself dialling his number and after three rings he picked up.
"yo bro, what's good." he said cheerfully
"where the fuck is grace bro." I said in a very frustrated manor.
"she asked me not to tell you and I've got to respect her wishes bro." he spoke calmly.
"please bro im worried." I pleaded.
"she's with her friend bro." he spoke
"well she's only got one friend bro. ive got to go." I laughed.
I automatically rang Madeline.
"um harry" she questioned
"um hey madeline. sorry for the weird call but have you seen grace I need to speak to her."
"um yeh she's with me now." she replied bluntly.
"can you tell her to come to mine."
I knew for a fact where she was laid on madeleines stomach with me on speakerphone doing silent actions on wether to dictate what was going to happen next.
"uhm yeh, we've got stuff to do but shell be over about 7?"
in the background I heard a mans voice it was distant but I heard the most of it, "um babe do you want chips or curly fries." and then I got so angry because I heard grace say "curly fries please."
"who was that?" I asked trying to contain my jealousy so it wasn't portrayed through the tone of my voice.
"oh no one harry ill see you later." she spoke quickly.
has she moved on already?
we weren't anything official anyways
but the thought of her with another guy actually makes me physically sick
fuck sake.
graces pov
after the tedious call between mads and harry, oakley asked me and mads what type of chips we wanted with our turkey dinosaurs.
the call ended abruptly and after our childish feast we headed to the studio. I had no clue oakley was a rapper that went by the name of central cee, i'd heard his stuff on the radio but id never put a voice to a face.
we entered the huge recording studio, it was very different to the one I go to with jj, its almost like a hospital, I prefer JJ's I feel a lot more at home there.
"right g." he quickly found me a nickname.
"ive had a song in my head and I need a female voice for the adlibs."
"ok give me lyrics" I say enthusiastically
I gave them a glance over and started singing.
" your hairs under my pillow so I sleep and im dreaming of you leaving roses at my feet im obsessed with you in a way I can't believe when you wipe your tears do you wipe them just for me."
"that was sick g!" he said hugging me.
"thank you!" I said smiling hugging him back.
I walked over to mads pulling her into a hug and whispered in her ear "im gonna go to harry's" I smiled.
"go get your man girl" she laughed awkwardly.
after shrugging off her weirdness I called myself an uber and made my way to Harrys flat.
after exiting the lift on the correct floor Harrys flat was located in. I hopped out of the lift and walked down the corridor and knocked on the door, it was the standard cal let me in because he was lingering in the kitchen, most probably stuffing his face with Harrys snacks so he dosent get caught.
I make my way to Harrys room and gave his door a gentle knock a very grumpy "come in." echoed through the room to the door.
"hey." I smiled at the boy who was laid on a messily made bed.
"hi." he said bluntly
"so." I said awkwardly
"so." he replied in a mocking tone.
"right ive come here to even everything out with you and you're being a dick." I spoke angrily
"because you were round shagging other lads."
"what?" I said, with so many emotions flooding through my head.
"don't fucking deny it grace I heard him on the phone." he shouted.
"that was madeleines fucking boyfriend." I shouted back reciprocating his anger.
"why did he call you babe." he spat.
"he didn't?"
"I fucking heard him grace."
"he said it to Madeline." I said shouting
"prove it." he grumbled
"fine."
I pulled out my phone dialling mads' number.
"what's up bitch."she laughed.
"did oakley call me babe." I asked angrily
"um no what the fuck, he was talking to me." she replied.
"ok thanks bitch." I smiled
"see harry." I scoffed
"look grace im sorry but when you disappear and I have no fucking clue where you are I get suspicious."
"over fucking what Ive never done anything for you not to trust me, have I?"
silence.
"answer my fucking question you prick." I shouted
"you are prefect grace, its not you I don't trust its myself and before you ever jump to conclusions I would never cheat on you, there's a little voice that goes round and round and it just builds up."
"oh harry." I say sympathetically
a single tear falls from his right eye.
I automatically pulled him into a hug, and stroked his hair.
"I trust you." pulling away and meeting his direct
"I trust you too." he smiled sniffling.
things keep going from bad to good to bad to good.
but things right now are back to good.
hey luvs, the timeline is a bit allover the shop but I hope your all enjoying bc I love writing, lmk what u wanna see next! much love <3
