bad place

6. latch

im glad things with harry are good now, when he didn't text or call I was seriously worried. everything is back to normal well apart from the broken relationship with my brother, which was one relationship I never thought or wanted to break, but I guess he needs to come to terms with it.

tonight we were all going out clubbing, I wasn't one bit exited but harry wanted to go and he didn't want to leave me. the worst part about going out was the prep, talia and some of the girls had invited me round to get ready.

I put all my makeup into a tote bag and picked out a very sexy classic little black dress. I said my goodbyes to harry, cal and cal, and climbed into the uber, vodka in an Evian water bottle, classy I know.

I greeted them at the door with a smile and a hug, these girls are seriously the sweetest girls, I need to see them more! I got all glammed up and talia kindly curled my hair, getting ready with these girls made it a lot more bearable.

all the boys started to get arrive at simon and jj's flat. they thought it would be funny for us to do a catwalk to different songs, talia did hers, then freya and then gee and then me. I was not looking forward to it. I heard jj do an introduction "the baddest bitch from Essex, introducing grace payne." he shouted elongating the e.

under the influence by Chris brown played loudly over the speakers. I thought id embrace this and go along with the joke. I waited until he started singing the good bit.

"baby you can ride it ooh yeh."

in my black Mary Jane heels, my runway practice down the hallway when no-one was home are really paying off. putting one foot in front of the other trying to strut.

"bring it over to my place."

I walked further out into the living room did a little twirl and at this point the vodka started hitting me because out of the corner of my eye I saw Ethan giving me an evil look.

I made a b-line for harry and straddled his lap, I could feel everyones eyes on me, at this moment in time I couldn't give a fuck. my lips touched Harrys and that soft kiss turned into a full snog.

after about thirty seconds I got up from his lap, turned around gave everyone a sweet smile, harry red as a tomato. lol. I was making my way to the bathroom and I threw Ethan a middle finger and everyone laughed and he just stayed quiet, I just chuckled to myself. prick.

stood in the bathroom fixing my lipstick, it was worth the fuck up to be perfectly honest. I heard a knock on the bathroom door, I opened it and talia was stood outside with a grin on her face.

"girl that was mad." she giggled.

"im so embarrassed." I said placing my head in my hands.

"no its good, Ethan is pissed and harry is chuffed with himself, he got through the embarrassment don't worry." she giggled again.

"oh god." I laughed.

"come on let's go." she smiled grabbing my hand.

we all climbed into Ubers and made out way to the club, I was hand in hand with harry a big smile on his face. we were on the vip list so we walked in with just our names.

"im going to get us some drinks, usual?" harry shouted in my ear releasing his grip on my hand and waist. I happily nodded and made my way over to the boys.

"yo g." jj shouted, pulling me into a hug

I laughed into the hug.

"are we feeling better?" he questioned

I smiled and nodded, this time not lying or putting on a brave face, the meds have started to work and things are good right now.

"yes thank you, a lot better." genuinely smiling.

as the night proceeded I was having such a good night, all of my favourite people and my favourite boy, tonight was perfection.

talia dragged me to the dance floor and we started dancing and by dancing I meant moving our hips and shaking our arses, which naturally had a lot of people staring. we found it funny because no one could touch us tal had Simon and I had harry.

I took myself off of the dance floor and made my way to the bar,

"double vodka Diet Coke please." I asked the bar tender.

"hey gorgeous." an unfamiliar voice said from behind me. I looked around to look for someone to save me but there was no one.

"uhm hi." i mumbled back.

"let me get that." he offered.

"um im good thank you, think I can manage." I said shutting him down.

but he leaned over me and tapped his Apple Pay onto the card reader.

"I said u didn't have to." I said bluntly.

"well I did, now you owe me my names jack by the way." he tried to wink.

"I owe u shit." I spat

he put his hands on my waist very firmly and wouldn't let me go, why am I always getting myself into these fucking situations. wriggling trying to get out of his grip he pushed me down on a stool and towered over me so I couldn't move.

"I have a fucking boyfriend."

"I don't see him." he whispered in my ear.

I need harry.

he kept trying to kiss me whilst his hands were firmly on me not letting me go.

the lights were blinding and the music was deafening. my head was spinning from the three drinks I had, I think he's put something in my drink. im normally good with alcohol.

tonight keeps going from bad to worse.

"get the fuck off me." I kept saying over and over, but whoever this strange man was he wouldn't get off me.

"grace what the fuck." finally familiar voice said

"harry help me please." I said with desperation in my eyes.

"who the fuck are you and why are you touching my girlfriend." he shouted

it's fair to say ive never seen him this mad.

harry put his hands on creepy mans shoulders and shoved him off of me.

the man swung for harry and knocked him in the side of the face he threw punches back, the man threw some more punches one of them knocking me clean out, this angered him even more.

Tal told me that jj had to pull harry off of him and josh pulled me outside.

I was starting to regain consciousness as I opened my eyes stood in front of me was josh, jj and freezy. they helped me home and back into Harrys bed. he was laid there topless with blood running down from his nose and blood running from my head.

what the fuck happened tonight. why did everything go from good to bad and then bad to worse?