bad place

8. before you go

hey besties, haven't wrote in like a year lol. hope u enjoy ☺️🫶🏼

graces pov
after crying to ethan about the issues i face with our mother i felt like utter shit and wanted to go home to harry as soon as possible.

i dialed harry.
"hey i'm on my way."
"thank god i've missed you."
"leave the door open and run me a bath please."
"anything else m'lady, wanna order food ?"
"ethan ordered me a pizza to make me feel better."
"tight bastard he's never bought me a pizza."
" hahah i'll be home in like 5 mins, gonna call into to tesco and get you a surprise."
"your actually sexy as fuck you know that."
all i did was laugh because he knows i was going to get him a red bull and a ripple but apparently that's sexy as fuck to him.
"bye dickhead." i giggled
"bye beautiful." he smiled

i put my earphones in and blasted hell n back on repeat to try and lift my sprits slightly, did it work? absolutely not.

i felt really unwell the room was spinning and my stomach hurt so badly, i had no clue what was happening to me at all.

i paid for my items and quickly left, my vision was blurry and i couldn't see a thing, i pressed round in my favourites list of my contacts not knowing who i was ringing.

"yo g wassup." jj spoke
"help." i stuttered
"where are u?" he asked concerned
"um outside tesco, the one near harry's." i mumbled
"don't go anywhere i'm two mins away gracie."

the phone call didn't end but nothing was said.

the only thing i remember was jj picking me up and taking me to harry's.

harrys pov
it'd been at least fifteen minutes and grace should've been home by now, she most probably called into the shop she's fine, my subconscious told myself.

BANG BANG BANG

what the fuck who's trying to kick my door down. i initiated a slight jog and quickly unlocked the door i saw jj holding grace in his arms barely conscious.

"what the fuck jj." i spluttered out
"she rang me and needed help and she was slumped on the corner outside tescos." he said quickly.

i took grace off of jj and told him to ring an ambulance. he did as i asked and they were here in a matter of twenty minutes.

they checked her vitals and put her straight in the ambulance, everything was such a blur.

i went in the ambulance and jide followed in the car.

they ran lots of tests and put her on a drip, something was very wrong.

i was sat holding her hand while she was asleep, she hadn't opened her eyes since she got here.

"grace payne." the doctor said whispering poking his head around the curtain.

he glanced at me and said
"are you in relation to ms payne?"

"im her boyfriend." i muttered rubbing the back of my neck.

"ah perfect. after running a lot of tests there's something not quite right."

"what do you mean?" i questioned

"she's very malnourished, all her vitamin levels are dangerously low and her condition is stable but her pain is worsening i think."

"i know about her illness but malnourished?" i asked puzzled

"what's her diet like?" he asked.

"we eat a lot of takeaways but.." i stuttered

"we'll it doesn't look like she's been eating all that much." he muttered as he walking around the curtain, i turned around to see gracie stirring and slowly waking up.

"harry?" she said confused
"when was the last time you ate." i spat
"um today eth bought me maccies." she mumbled
"liar. you said ethan bought you a pizza." i spat

i could see the tears filling her eyes.

"it's been a month since a proper meal." she whispered so i could hardly hear her

"a fucking month." i swore. 

" what's a fucking month." jj said as he stepped through the curtain.

"harry don't tell him." she mumbled

"a month since she last ate." i spat

"excuse you." he said
" you heard." i replied

we were both currently looking at grace with anger and love and all emotions.

" we're getting you help. and getting it now." i said

"im messaging the boys and letting them know." jj said pulling out his phone.

"no please." she practically begged.

"they need to know, because this is never happening again." i said sternly. 

SDMN & WANKERS

JJ: boys, currently sat in A&E with gracie and harry, she passed out and i found her outside tescos, doctors just come in and said she's malnourished. harry got out of her that she hasn't eaten in a month and i want you all to be aware so this NEVER happens again. watch her like a hawk boys. she's ill enough as it is. 

ethan: grace were having words

tobi: always here gracie x