Feelings are Fatal (EraserMic X Reader)

Chapter 16: You Are Worthy of Love

(I am so dumb I made the last chapter the 20th and it is only the 15th my bad! Please let me know who is still reading! I feel like since its almost been a year everyone left :( please come back bbys <3)

-Nekomura's POV-

Once Toshi had left I was able to get a couple of hours of sleep before having to get up for work.

6:00

The alarm clock blared as I jumped up quickly silencing the loud alarm. I ran a hand through my hair looking around the room. I didn't know why but everything felt...different?

I shook those thoughts from my head and got up to take a shower. Walking into the bathroom I began to undress as the shower's steam filled the room. Tracing fingertips along the deep scars of my torso I watch myself in the mirror. Though the scars were years old, I could still feel the sting from that day.

I bit my lip and removed the rest of my clothes before stepping into the shower. Beginning to scrub my scalp with my shampoo taking some extra time since I usually neglect myself. This wasn't the best self-care from a therapeutic standpoint but it is what she could practically manage.

Once my hair was thoroughly cleaned and conditioned, I stepped up wrapping it in a towel before beginning the rest of my morning routine. I walked to my bedroom to choose my outfit for the day. I put on my usual F/C matching set before pulling on a skirt and a white shirt with a bow (I hope y'all know what I'm talking about the tie/bow thing is built into the collar of the shirt).

Throwing on a pair of black heels I go downstairs to quickly eat before grabbing my bag and walking out the door and making my way to the school. When I walked to the gates of the school I saw a car pull up and park in the teacher's lot. Watching silently I see Aizawa and Hizashi step out. The two hugged before making their way inside. I felt my heart drop at the sight "No...they were fighting just the other day..did they?" she whispered to herself, unsure why she felt the way she did.

-3rd Person POV-

(Again tell me which y'all prefer!)

Toshinori walked up to the gates seeing Nekomura still standing there. He walked over still in his small form as he nudged her shoulder. "Hey, you feeling okay?" he asked with concern in his eyes as the two began to walk in.

Nekomura sighed "I don't know...I think my quirk did something and now it finally wore off.." she replied, fiddling with the tie on her blouse. He tilted his head a bit confused "Do we need to go somewhere and talk? I could try my hand at being a therapist" Toshinori smiled trying to cheer her up a bit

She nodded "I think that would help...with everything going on...I haven't been able to process these feelings..". He took her hand and led her to her own office before sitting her down and closing the door. "Alright, spill what is going on with you?" Toshinori asked sitting across from her.

Nekomura sighed looking at him "I think somehow I used my quirk on Aizawa and Hizashi without knowing.." she began "They have both been so keen to be alone with me and they've each kissed me at this point and almost farther..But I wanted both of them.. That has never happened before Toshi..you know me I wouldn't cheat" Nekomura added wiping a tear from her face. "A-and now...I think it wore off because I think they're together now but these feelings will not go away...I don't know what to do, my chest hurts because I lost them because of this fucking quirk!" she cried, finally breaking down. All the pent-up emotions finally snapped and causing her to fall apart.

He stood up walking over to sit next to her and gently rubbed her back "Hey... it's alright don't cry" Toshinori said soothingly. He kissed the top of her head "Trust me, this wasn't your quirk, Aizawa would've figured that out if you were...I think you are finally able to separate your true feelings from your quirk" he began "You struggled so much with that when we were together and I am so happy you are finally working through this!" Toshinori praised.

He held both of her hands in his much larger ones "If you love them both and they love you that is not cheating, I promise...you don't have to think monogamously...you love who you love" Toshinori said as Nekomura looked up wiping the tears off her face. "I know...but I have refused to have feelings ever since I ruined our relationship...I don't want to get hurt again Toshi" Nekomura whimpered. 

Toshinori hugged her close "No. That is not the reason Y/N" he said sternly "It was our schedules and the fact we were in love with being friends. We could've stayed lovers and would have been happy but we both know this is better for us" Toshinori explained. He tilted her chin up so she would look at him. Toshinori softly kissed her before pulling back "You are worthy of love. I think you need to work through this yourself before you pursue your true feelings" He explained hugging her again. 

Nekomura nodded "You're right, thank you Toshi" she smiled squeezing him back. "But if you really wanna be a therapist..." she trailed off standing up "You really cannot kiss clients" Nekomura giggled. "I really appreciate it Toshi..and you know I will always love you, you saved me, helped me heal, and here you are doing it again" she smiled. "I think I can do this...I just need some time to process what I want to do" Nekomura claimed as she went to open the door. She stopped in her tracks seeing Hizashi standing there, looking heartbroken. "Hizashi!" Nekomura squeaked, she looked at his neck multiple purple marks drawing her attention, he had to have seen that kiss before "Hizashi I can expl-" she began before the cut her off "I have to get to class I forgot...s-see you later!" he said quickly before walking off.

Nekomura sighed looking back at Toshinori "I think we might have given him the wrong idea....I fucked it up again Toshi.." she said sadly. He nodded rubbing her back "Hey...It will be okay...You can talk to him after class and clear things up." Toshinori said before a puff of smoke revealed him in his All Might form "I believe in you!" he grinned before leaving for his own class

Today was going to be a long and confusing day

(Please let me know your thoughts! I have done a bit of research on poly relationships but I could use more help! Specifically about what NOT to do! I am slowly developing more plot and trying to fill in some plot holes, and if you notice them TELL ME! I love you guys!!!!)