unacceptable past

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i was in much comfortable clothes. This is the first time i was there in Thomas's at morning. i wandered around i went to his attic. i saw a child's picture in there i picked it up. it was very dusty and so i blew the dust away and go to see the child's picture in much clarity. it was Thomas and he was with his parents he looked deary. i heard a creek sound and i turned in a second. it was Thomas.

T: how are you feeling? 
L:good just exploring. you look lovely 

i handed him the picture and looked at him. his expression was very blank he looked sad.

L:is that your parents
T: these are my grandparents
L: what they look soo young .
T: they were indeed young. my mother's dad and mum.
L:oh
T: my mother had me when she was 16. she really loved my dad they said. But she was very young and fragile to have me so she died when i was born.

 that was very sad to hear. i put my hand over his cheeks and calmingly rubbed my fingers against his cheek. it was not something a student or apprentice would do to his or her teacher but he was my friend and he looked like he needed someone.

T: my father being heart broken just left me to my grandparents. and after i grew up he still did not return to see me not even once. i actually have never seen my parents...
L: that is very crucial. i did not know you had all these problems behind your smartness.
T: *chucles a bit*  and i didn't know you had problems behind your smile.
L: so your grandparents ....
T: in heaven.

I couldn't help myself to not cry. tears again rolled . this time Thomas's eyes were welled up too. i gently hugged him. he hugged back. we both had some kind of unacceptablity about our pasts

L: i still can not accept that i lost them. or losing one not able to help. our pasts are crucial to us. why can't we get back to our old selves. our old good pasts.
Thomas just hugged me.

T: but you really think the past is the answer.

i broke the hug and looked at him questioningly.

T: you still can have your father but was it all perfect for you then? even with my grandparents i still couldn't get my mum or dad's love or atleast their presence.
L: what does that supposed to mean? it was kind of good.
T: kind of? 
L: well my father was very protective over me and mum was nothing better.
T: then what do you exactly want.
L: i don't know. maybe a cake and good warm milk?
T: how are you able to make any serious movement into fun. but still i am asking would you like to explore new things with me?

i took a step back not knowing what he exactly meant. Thomas understood what was going in my mind and to clear that he said...

T: no, no, not in any other ways ..... just get dressed and meet me out in my backyard


i got dressed and headed out to find thomas and some kind of his device it looked very different and bigger. he smiled. very excited.

T: this is the project i worked on before every day before noon.
L: what is this?
T: a time travel device.
 i looked at him blank.but then surprised. 
L: does it work? 

i looked at the machine.

T: it does i have once went back to look at my mother. it did not turn out well so now i am not going back let us move forward. maybe if you want we can find a cure to your mother's sickness and come back to cure her.
L: i .... uhh....
T: i can understand if you don't want to
L: no no. let's leap into the future and eradicate our past.

Thomas started setting the device up. i saw how he wanted to help and how he now trusted me to show me this a thing he doesn't want anyone to know. i knew he was a very good friend now.
 i got in and i was bit tensed and he held my hand.

Then he pressed some buttons and ..

A/N: bam there is the last chapter of this 19th century era. Thank you for reading.

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