THE ERADICATION OF PAST

Am sorry?

I woke up to see them ALL sleep in the hall with half eaten food. They did not postpone it. They had fun without me. How Amazing?

I went to the kitchen, to make me a cup of tea. I kept staring at them. I have tears rolling down now, but just not sad tears. I was angry. Mad.

I took my tea cup and sat on the couch, between the mess they created. I switch on the T.V and put a song. SO loud. Tom woke up. 

T:hmp.. what time is it?
L: 11:40. you "well read. EARLY BIRD"
T: woah, wass up with you.
L: " wass UP with you" yeah wass up with me, nothing is with me. no peace, no smile, no happiness, no friends, no Teacher/ best friend.
T: atleast you have sadness?

My eyes widened and i was like seriously? He realised what he did but before he could say anything i scoffed and got up to leave. He held my hand tight.

T: see i am sorry. i am asleep i just sorry.
L: Leave my hand THOMAS!!
V: hey what's going on?
L: War is going what do you think. LEAVE ME THOMAS!!! ARGH..
T: please ... i did not mean to say that... no please.

 I shook of his hand one more time, this time i was free

L: think about what you've done and what you've said... ALL OF YOU.
R: what did i do..??
V: yea?
L: unbelievable... I am going out...

I came out with a big backpack. 

V: why do you need a...
L: i am moving out..
R: yo... nothing that serious happend.
T: .... yea.. i said i am sorry.
L: i don't feel like you mean it.... and Rob.. you don't understand.

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NEXT DAY:
 At a friends house.

ding ding.

R: BEtty.... can you open the door... Laila??
B: oii Rob... shh whatcha doin here? Don't you have work?
R: lunch break... where's she?
B: bedroom to the left. She... is angry and kinda sick... I'LL leave you with her.. i also just came to check on her. have to leave for work.bye.

Knock knock*

L: come in.
R: my god. you look terrible.
L: finally. ya'll came to.... where are they.
R: at their work. i came from my office.
L: did they even search for me?
R: i am pretty sure they know where you are? its just obvious.
L: But still did not come to vist.
R: its just been a day... and you are not that rational either.
L: did they say that? About me.... you guys don't get it do you?
R: Lai... come on... this is not About Tom saying that I know that... they should probably know too. I know its because of saturday night.But you can't expect us to not even talk.
L: PROBABLY? it is not about that... i don't take silly stuff like that... you guys left me out in the game night we have as a tradition... Vanessa said " no one is left out from the-" TRADITION" "

R: we did not play anything. We JUST sat and talked.
L: you want me to believe you?
R: did you see a game board there? or any other stuff expect food... even the remote was in the table... was it not?
L: But still they both are leaving me out!!
R: Tom was in tears all evening yesterday... we did not even go out anywhere.
L: then why not come in search of me? hun?
R: V told, you might need some time.
L: need some time? huh i Left there. so they would come back here in search of me... if i needed time. i would have taken the time machine and made a jump.. not caring if i leave you all here.
L: Atleast you bothered to show up. Thank you.
R: i just do whatever my mind feels like so. Now will you come with me.
L: I am still mad at them.
R: something else is also bothering you... but i am not gonna bring that up and make you feel much worse or anything.... but you have to come there.. I am feeling left out without you.
L: hm *a small grin escaped* 
R: you have to reduce this anger... they are your friends who you can say anything to.
L: i think i know a way.
R: i don't like the sound of what you said.
L: it will be fine. i just need to know who Danny edwards is.
R: what does that has to do with this?even though i wanna know.. its better we let her say it. Or maybe we could just ask her?
L: No, i don't want her getting another attack. I'll remind her subtly and ask her about it. 
   you said he was a singer right? what else do you know?
R: just that.
L: well...... Hey GOOgLe?

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