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School is horrible yesterday was so bad, I've never been bullied. I switch to a hearing school thinking its gonna be wonderful and its nowhere near.

Today I woke up and forced myself to puke, I didn't want to go. Mom gave me medication and sent me anyway.

Now I'm sitting at the lunch table watching Bryan and his friends talk and laugh. Bryan whispered something in Pokemon's ear. They just laughed, I can't stand it. They get to laugh and talk and hear but I have to guess what everyone says to me.

Ive always hated speaking because I can't hear my own voice what do I sound like? I'll never be able to sing, my voice will be unproportioned. I excused myself from the table and went into the restroom, this year can't be to bad right?

I sat in the floor and pulled my knees to my chest and laid there. What if my ears did work, would I hear the comments the other kids make. Of course not, they'd have nothing to talk about. Wonder if I would have been able to play soccer like other kids. Would I be able to be a teacher, I don't wanna be one but the possibilities. I could be a nas car driver if I wanted. I could be so many things but of course my deafness has gotten in the way. Zach isn't deaf, neither is my parents but for some reason I was the one cursed.

Pulling my head from my knees I look up and see that stalker kid, the one that hangs out with Bryan. I quickly whip my tears and stand up.

"What?" I sign whipping another tear.

"You okay?" He steps closer.

"I'm fine I just need to go"
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My wattpad has deleted the rest of this chapter. I'm going to update the rest of it again sometime soon.

~Lots Of Love, Madi

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