My Guys.

32

Leo

"I'm going off birth control." Jasmine announced, breaking the silence.

"Okay." Michael agreed. He didn't like the fact she was on birth control because of all the side effects and didn't like seeing her upset/in pain.

She pressed her lips together and quietly sighed, looking out of the window. This girl is so extra man.

I smirked "Why?" I asked, making her look at me with raised eyebrows.

"Hm?"

I let out a small chuckle at her pretending she wasn't dying for someone to ask why. 

"Why are you stopping your pills?"

"Because...I've gained too much weight and my boobs have gotten bigger and my periods hurt more and I feel sick all the time. And Google said that these side effects would go away in two to three months...it's been three months. Why am I still fucking experiencing them? This is not okay. It's so annoying. Why do I have to take death pills to not have a stupid baby? I don't even want babies..." she slowly turned her head and side eyed us, silently asking us if we want kids.

"Still a no, sweetheart." Michael reassured so she let out a sigh of relief.

"Yeah so I was literally telling Krishna, ages ago but that doesn't matter, that we should have the choice. I want to rip my uterus out and just-" she clenched her fists with an adorable angry expression, making us hold back our smiles.

We've heard this rant like 20 times.

I wish I could go through what she's going through...luckily I can't so that's tough.

She sighed and let out a deep breath and looked down at her hands. 

"You might just have to be patient, my angel." 

She stayed quiet until she sniffled.

Xander looked worried "Are you okay, Jas? I'm s-"

"My nail broke." she looked at us with a pout and a teary face before she got up and stormed off into the toilet.

I looked at the others in confusion. What just happened?

"I keep telling you guys that these pills aren't doing her any good and we should just continue using protection but you lazy fucking bastards don't want to so look where we are now." Michael scolded.

She came back out, wiping her face with...Xander's sweater before sitting back infront of me with a sigh.

"Are you okay, princess?" Alex asked. 

"Yeah."

"It's okay. It's just a nail." he said, making me and Xander sigh.

Jasmine looked at him.
"Just a nail? Just a fucking nail, Alex? It's not just a fucking nail, Alex. I've been growing my nails for ages and it breaking doesn't help because that means I have to cut and shape them and do the same to all my other nails and then I just have to start all over again and it's just show frustrating because I have so many things on my mind right now which will make me bite them again and it's so stupid because there's nothing to worry about but there is because meeting your guys' parents is worrying and I don't know if Michael's parents liked me and that's just- just- just fucking in my mind and knowing you guys have met my parents multiple times doesn't help because you guys don't have to worry about nothing because my parents love you all and I don't even know what you guys have flipping told your family about me and they could hate my guts for all I know and I just- i don't know."
she covered her face in her hands and started crying so I leaned forward and brought her to me and placed her on my lap, facing away the others as she hid her face in my shirt instead, crying.