Best Part

"She's Alive Isn't She?!"

a/n" ok so this chapter is a bit of an introduction to another book I'll be writing, nothing much to do with this current book but I'm making it a chapter so yeah lmfao

TW: ANGST, MENTIONS OF CUTTING, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS!! READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION

|Nathalia May|

Jay and I have been dating for four days now, and it's been an amazing four days. Nothing really has changed from when we were friends but I like knowing that I'm his girlfriend.

We're going on a date after school because it's Wednesday and on Wednesdays, school lets out early. I'm excited, we're going to a festival. Jay said that the website mentioned a rope course, and I love rope courses.

I still haven't told my parents and I don't plan on telling them anytime soon, I know I'll regret it later but everything is perfect right now. I'm dating the most amazing guy and I don't want that to slip away, so I'm not worried about that right now. I know it's stupid of me but I don't care, all I can think about is when I'll be seeing Jay again.

I guess you could say I've developed a bit of an obsession.

"Hey, Nathalia!" I hear someone shout as I walk to the water fountain. I turn around to see none other than, death stare girl.

"Is there something I can help you with?"

"No, just wanted to tell you that I hope you're having a bad day!"

"What the fuck did I do to you, I have no idea who you are. I don't even know your name!" I shout at her, getting tired of her shit. She's been rude to me every day, saying small comments every time I see her.

"Well actually, you haven't done anything to me,"

"Then why are you constantly bothering me? What's your problem?"

"Oh, I have no problem, I just hate you"

"You just said I haven't done shit to you,"

"Yeah, you didn't do shit to me, but you fucked up my sister's life. I'll always hate you for that Nathalia May, I'll always despise you for ruining her life. I already told you before, she might've forgiven you, but I haven't,"

"Bro, who the fuck are you talking about?!"

"You're so ignorant, you don't even know whose life you fucked up. Sanihyra. You hurt Sanihyra."

What is she talking about?

Wait, Sanihyra is her sister?!

"You think that I don't know what happened last year? I do, I know that she trusted you with her secret, and instead of keeping it you went and told the first person you saw. How she's still friends with you? I have no idea, but I do know that you don't deserve it. You are an untrustworthy, attention-seeking, bitch!"

...

She knows about last year.

She knows that I ruined her life.

I see now. I see why she hates me.

"I'm sorry," I say, the tears rising up to my surface.

"Alyssa, I'm sorry I hurt Sanihyra. I'm sorry that I cared so much about her I decided to do something about her situation, instead of carrying on with my life knowing she was cutting. Carrying on with my life until one day her mom tells me she cut an artery and she's dead!! Im sorry that I love her so much I was willing to actually do something so she can live and be by my side!"

The tears are now flowing, I wasn't expecting this when I asked to go get water.

Alyssa is just standing there shocked, she looks like she has something to say but I'm not finished.