In My Heart JJK. KTH ✔

I Love Him

Days flew by like the clouds in the strong wind, months passed but taehyung's heart stayed the same, frozen. The sky appeared with a beautiful various of colors but taehyung's life appeared the same, neutral.

Everything changed in these past few months, everything apart from his feelings. The uncontrollable craving for the love and care which was still lacking in his futile life.

It doesn't mean that he was alone and not loved. Eun ji was still there with him in his up and downs. And she's still there for him to give the love he craves and longs. And taehyung was so thankful for that. He even apologized for hurting her with his dumbest words which did hurt her but somehow forgive him. But whatever he does or try, he could never knock back the fact that somewhere in his shattered heart jungkook was still there and he could never deny that.

It felt like walking into a thorns spreaded way and he knew he'd get hurt and bleed but that didn't stop taehyung from running to the other campus, only to stare at the ravenette's face from afar. Jungkook was always on guard and never let him near him ever since he lashed at him in front of everyone. Whenever he tries to talk to him he never stopped and gave him a chance. At first taehyung was too confused and surprised at how jungkook could tell them apart even with one glance of him, but soon he found out about the ring on taetae's hand which is reason he couldn't go near him like he used to before and only glance at him from distance.

And now, he can't do even that anymore. Because jungkook was already graduated and today is the first day he's going to take his brother's company and have the name as CEO, which is the reason his whole house in chaos as his mother tried to celebrate the big day of his soon to be son in law.

Yes, you read that right. The day jungkook got graduated from the University, he proposed to taetae in front of everyone and that was day taetae flew in the sky with too much happiness. That is also the day when taehyung's every inch of hope was set aflame and burnt into ashes. Now there's nothing left in him, just a broken heart.

"Hey babe! Aren't you going to come down? He's here!" Eun ji spoke as he wrapped a hand around taehyung's arm who smiled back at her.

"Let's go and congratulate him. He'd be happy to see us!" She smiled before leaning to kiss his cheeks which had the brunet chuckling.

"As you wish." He spoke before following Eun ji who excitedly ran down the stairs, heading to the front door.

Heaving a sigh, taehyung made his way out as he trudged down the stairs with his heavy steps. He could already hear the loud squeals coming from downstairs, indicating that jungkook is already here. His legs almost stopped in an instant and his heart skipped a beat when he saw him, standing by the door with all in his glory.

Taehyung never tried to see him in a way that would make him flustered. But he couldn't help but stare at him in awe when he saw him so close after a long time.

He looked very handsome, as always. The wide smile on his face was something taehyung would wants to wake up with.

"Hello handsome! Congratulations on your achievement!" Eun ji gave him a big hug which made jungkook laugh a little as he pulled her into his arms.

"Thank you my little girl." Jungkook pulled away as Eun ji pecked him on his cheek, earning a giggle from yoona who arrived at the scene of them hugging.

Taehyung felt a tug in his heart, not because he's jealous but sad. It hurt him that jungkook could be friendly with everyone but him. He's probably that disgusting, according to taehyung.

He saw him greeting his mother who pulled him for a brief hug as she led him to the couch where everyone is waiting for him. Taehyung couldn't stand there anymore. He thought he could forget everything and congratulate him but no. He can't do that anymore. Making his way down he walked into the kitchen instead of going the other way.