In My Heart JJK. KTH ✔

I Love You More

"He had a panic attack which led to his first attack Mrs.Kim." The doctor spoke as yoona felt a pang in her heart.

"W-what?"

"Mrs. Kim, I already told you he's not supposed to feel depressed and looks like he had been struggling with something." The doctor added as he looked at the crying woman with concern.

"Please help my son, I don't want to lose him." She pleaded the male who only let out a sigh as he looked down.

"Mrs. Kim, you already know we tried everything, and I'm still going to say the same thing. We can only help him extend his days. I'm sorry Mrs. Kim."

"No! Please do something. He's a baby, he doesn't deserve this! Help him doctor!" The woman started begging him as her eyes filled with tears.

Taehyung's heart crushed into pieces. He couldn't stand there anymore and ran away with his wobbly legs. He stopped right in front of the glass door, staring at the sight of his little brother lying on the bed with oxygen mask on.

His shaky hands slowly opened the door as he made his way towards the bed and sat next to him, his eyes never moved away from the brunet's face. "I'm sorry baby, I'm so sorry. It was my fault. I'm the reason you're here." Taehyung broke into tears as he leaned onto the brunet's chest, crying above him. "I hate myself. I really hate myself. Please forgive me." He sobbed as he wrapped his hand around the brunet's body, crying his heart out.

"Y-You did nothing wrong." Taehyung's head snapped up as his eyes grew wide in utter shock. Lifting his hand up, taetae slightly removed the oxygen mask and weakly smiled at taehyung who was quick to wipe his tears away from his eyes as he smiled back at him.

" You're awake! The doctor said you were just fainted. Don't worry baby, we can leave this place s-soon. I know you hate the hospital smell, so we could leav--"

"Can I?" Taehyung stopped as he stared at him for a moment. Though he tried to hold back the tears it didn't help him when he saw the sad smile on taetae's tired face.

"W-what do you mean? Of course we can l-leave."He spoke with confidence as he blinked the tears away that continued to form in his eyes.

" Then why are you crying? Am I going to die? " Taetae spoke calmly but taehyung's heart bursted in his chest as he stared at him in utter shock.

" Hyung, do you think I can't hear our mom's cry?" Taetae spoke with a weak smile and once again, taehyung burst into tears as he cried out loud." I'm sorry baby, I wish I could do something about this but I don't know what to do. I'm so pathetic right now I don't want to lose youYou can't leave me aloneI'm not going to let you go--"

" Shh, I'm not leaving you am I?" Taehyung stopped babbling as he nodded his head, silently sniffling as he stared back at him.

"Your crying looks appalling doofus." Taetae smiled but taehyung only shed tears as he looked at him.

"Did you see? When I said I will give my life for you, I didn't lie." Taehyung couldn't hold it anymore and started crying louder as taetae only hushed him down. Weak hands patting his head as he gazed at the other brunet.

"As you wanted, your going to have my fiance. Don't you feel happy about it?" Taehyung's brows furrowed as he stared at taetae in disbelief.

"Baby, I was just kidding. I n-never wanted him. He's yours and nothing is going to happen to you. Just like you wanted, you're going to marry him and live with him longer. I can prom--"

"Who are you trying to make a fool? You? Or me?" Taehyung's body stiffened. "Hyung, I know you love him as much as I do. And don't think you're taking my life away. Because I'm the one who's giving it to you. So don't feel guilty about it and accept it and live the life you've always wanted."