In My Heart JJK. KTH ✔

He's Only Mine To Be Ruled

"I hate him!"

Downing the last drop of whole bottle of vodka, the brunet slurred as his eyes fluttered, trying to keep his eyes wide open as his eyelids kept shutting down.

"But I love him too." A pout formed on his lips as his face contorted in a grimace of pain, shoulders slumping down as his head hung low. He looked like as though he's going to cry.

Eun ji heaved sigh. She knew that this was what going to happen when taehyung desperately asked for alcohol to strain his pain. But she did not expect him to drink a whole ass bottle in a minute. Taehyung was never a person who can tolerate the alcohol and the brunet knows that too. That's why he was always on guard whenever he goes to party's and always makes sure he only drinks a small can of beer.

"Tae, can you please sit down? I'm afraid you might fall." Eun ji spoke with concern as the brunet stood on the dining table, refusing to come down.

"I'm not going back! Nope, even if he gives me his black card, I won't go back! That Fucker needs to know his p-place. Oh wait, of course he knows his place, that's why he comes home every night right?" Taehyung let out a silly giggles but Eun ji only slapped her forehead as she let out an another sigh.

" This is exactly why you shouldn't drink" She sighed as taehyung jumped down, walking straight and slumped down right next to her. Eun-ji immediately snatched the empty bottle from his hand, afraid that he might smash it on her head.

"How c-can he kissssomeone when I'm here? Is my lips not k-kissable? Am I not g-good enough forr himm?" Eun-ji couldn't hid her smile when taehyung started slurring with his tiny pout in his lips.

"Tell me ji-ji, tell meee!!" Taehyung started shook her body as his hands clutches onto her shirt.

"Ofcourse not! You are too good for him. Too bad he couldn't see." Eun-ji tapped on the brunet's nose who suddenly became silent at her words, his hands let go of her shirt as well.

"I have no one."

"W-what?" Eun-ji frowned.

"No one is there for me. Everyone left me Ji-ji. My parents, my little one, even jimin left me... and now him." Eun-ji stayed silent as her heart clenched at those words. She can empathize how lonely he must've felt all these years.

"I c-can't hate him Eun ji, I love him so much." He started making crying noises like a baby as Eun ji rolled her eyes, slightly annoyed by his antics.

"Well then why don't you just go and tell him that? I'm sure he wants to hear that too." She spoke as she nudged him away who kept nuzzling his head into her shoulder, whining and crying.

"Should I? Well then I'm g-gonna go tell him that." Standing up to his feet, he took a long stride only to fall forward with his face kissing the floor. A painful groan left his lips as eun ji gasped at the thud.

"Tae, are you okay?" Pulling him up by his arms, she struggled to make him sit by his ass and sat next to him as well.

"God, you're way too drunk. Do you even remember who you are? How many fingers I'm holding out?" Taehyung leaned forward to take a closer look before he smiled at her with an assuring look.

"It's two!"

"Thought so." She exclaimed before pushing a strand of his hair away from his eyes which made him giggle as she flinched away, startled by his sudden move.

"Stop! You're scaring me out." She spoke sternly when taehyung poked her waist again, causing her to flinch as he did so.

"God, can you stop playing for a second? I'm trying wipe your face!" With that taehyung stayed still, not moving or doing anything.