Rolling Stone (the weeknd)

chapter 37

Two days later.........

My head is pounding and the sun was hurting my eyes. I got up from my messy bed to close the blinds. I've been asleep for two days straight. The pain was too great to deal with so I drugged up hoping I would overdose, but I didnt.

knock knock.. There was a bang at my door. I went to go see who it was. I looked through the peep hole and it was Tara. Why cant she just go away and let me rot.

"Abel I know you are in there open up" she yelled

"No one's here" I replied I walked back into my room and laid back down

Tara Pov......

He's tripping Im going to make him talk to me. I took out my booby pin and unlocked his door. I walked around his house. It was a mess and it stink. I walked around trying to find his room.

"Abel we have to talk... where are you this house is big" what a big empty messy house. Finally I found his room

Surprisingly it was clean the only thing dirty was his bed that he was laying in. His back turned to me.

I walked over to his bed and got in it and I wrapped my arm around him.

He started to grab his head like he was in pain.

"Tara please." I could here the sadness in his voice

"I just want to talk please here me out"

"There is nothing to talk about now leave me alone my head is killing me." he said getting up and walking towards the bathroom.

"abel please just talk to me" I pleaded but nothing he just kept walking away from me shutting the bathroom door in my face.

Abel pov.........

I turned the shower on and stripped naked. As soon as I got in the shower I broke down crying. UGHHHHHHHH WHYYY UGHHH I let it all out all the emotions I've been feeling since I saw her.

The door flew open and she walked in. I didn't care I wanted her to see what she did to me. I hope she feels great about herself knowing she hurt me. I hope she feels great knowing she is the cause of my pain and suffering.

She got in the shower and started holding and trying to comfort me like I was a lil bitch. I pushed her away and got out and grabbed a towel

"ABEL DAMMIT TALK TO ME!" she said yelling to the top of her lungs

"no" I said calmly

"I know me being pregnant is a lot to handle, I'm sorry"

"No you are not because if you was sorry you wouldn't have gotten pregnant. You didn't think about me for one second when you was out here opening your dam legs to other guys. I haven't had sex with any one since you left I was saving myself for you Tara cause I love you or well I did."

Tara Pov........

I felt so shitty

"Abel please tell me how can we fix this. I made a mistake we can take care of this child together. I still love you" I pleaded with him.... He just look at me and started laughing

"babe there is no fixing it... me take care of another man's child no thank you. Just let it be this is over and dead. I'll be hurting for a few but I'll get over you. You just another bird.... a pregnant bird that belongs to the world."

"Abel..."

"no let me finish when I first saw you, you were so beautiful and broken and all I wanted to do was fix you but you where the one to break me. I don't think you was ever really that in love with me."

"Abel please you cant..."

"shh" he interrupted me and walked up and started rubbing my belly with tears rolling down his face

"That's suppose to be mine Tara, That was suppose to be my baby and you took that away from me. Tara it's unforgivable; like what made you think I was gone forgive you and be like even though this hoe is pregnant with another man's seed I'm still going to be with her."

"k" I didn't have anything else to say. What was there to say "I'll leave you alone Abel"

I walked out his house and set on the step and cried. The cold winds pierced my faced as I stopped to think about what just happen

"dang that just really happen."