Rolling Stone (the weeknd)

chapter 41

I was in the VIP section when I just so happen to look across the room and see this tall gorgeous chick. she had every bit of my attention. She was taller than me and had a body like a goddess. I walked over to her and asked for her name. 

"my name is Bella." she said it so sexy

"perfect name for a girl like you" I responded back

"how's about I take you out sometime" 

"sure" she gave me a smile and went back to dancing with her girlfriends. I head back to the boys and told them I was ready to leave.

1 month later..... Tara POV

I was lurking on the shade room to see if I could find anything about Abel he's been doing great with out me seems like it. I came across a post that was one week old. It was a picture of abel and him holding a girl's hand. The caption wrote "The weeknd and new girl friend model Bella Hadid."

I felt what was left of my heart break into even more pieces. How could he just move on from me like that? and with a model I cant compete with that I'm just some junkie. I've really lost everything now. I've lost my baby and now I've lost the man I love the most. I was so upset I could hear my heart beating. I just broke down and cried. He said he wouldn't leave me he knew I was going through something.

That day I just cried for hours and shot up trying to escape this nightmare.

2 months later

In these past two months I've been hurting; I've been trying to finds ways to mask it.  I don't give a fuck no more. I started back selling my body for anything I can get. Sometimes they don't pay me or they'll drug me up and rape me. It's cool though it happens sometimes. I have a regular though which is cool because we talk about everything, some times we slip up and have deep meaningful conversations and the topic being our lives.