Lola lay in bed. All that she felt was ashamed she felt ashamed that she had slept in the same bed, had sex with the man who had killed jet aunt and she couldn't understand how she didn't know.
Lola heard a knock at the door and sighed. She had been staying with her parents since Gray was arrested. She couldn't go back to the house. She hated it and hated the mess that it was
"Lola" mick said as he walked in as Lola lay with her back to him as he and Linda walked in
"I'll talk to her. Go and make her a coffee" Linda said as mick walked int of the room as Linda walked over to where Lola was lying and smiled
"Baby girl" Linda is as as she got into bed next to Lola and pulled her into her chest and smiled as she stroked her hair out of her face and smiled
"Talk to me what's going on with you" Linda asked as Lola looked to her and smiled
"My boyfriend killed my auntie. He hide her body and continued to act as if it was all normal. I should of known and I feel physically nauseous since. I should of known and you know what the worse part is. I should hate him for what he does but I love him still and o miss him" Lola said as Linda looked to her daughter and smiled
"Oh baby that's normal he was a big part of your life and it will take some time but I promise you no one blames you" Linda said as she held her daughter close knowing that she needed her
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Lola stood in the kitchen and looked to see Shirley as she walked in and looked to her and smiled
"I heard your blaming yourself" Shirley said as Lola turned to face her and sighed
"I should of known. We shared a bed and I loved him. Or who I thought he was I should of known" Lola said as Shirley looked to jet and smiled
"None of this is your fault. You knew him better then anyone. He manipulated you too and he fooled everyone. I don't blame you, I blame him" Shirley said as Lola looked to her and smiled
"I just feel like an idiot. I didn't see him for who he was I thought he loved me"
"It will take you time. It's normal" Shirley said as Lola smiled
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Lola sat in front of the fire as she looked to a visiting order that gray had sent her and sighed. She looked to it for a moment.
She was debating going. She wanted answers for what he had done and how he had treated her and how he had killed and she wanted to know why but now she was unsure
Lola threw the order into the fire and watched it burn. She wanted to get gray out of her life for good.
But little did Lola know that it wasn't going to be that easy as she found herself connected to gray in a way that she never imagined
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Pieces of me *G.Atkins*
Fanfiction"Gray isn't a bad man. He loves me" "He is princess. He killed people" Lola Carter Is the daughter of mick and Linda. She is also in a relationship with gray. They are happy and she thinks that he is perfect. She has no idea just what he is capable...
