Pieces of me *G.Atkins*

Six

Lola lay in bed and sighed. Lola knew how she was pregnant and she knew it was grays and she knew that it was a mess. She knew that she was alone in this and she knew that gray wasn't there and she knew how she had to do her best

Lola knew that things were a mess and she hated it. Lola sat up and groaned. She felt terrible. She was pregnant and she knew how she had a decision to make and she knew it wasn't easy and she had no idea what she was going to do.

Lola got dressed and walked into the kitchen as she saw Linda. Linda looked to Lola and smiled as she walked over to her and smiled as she pulled her into a hug

"Are you okay baby" Linda asked as Lola smiled

"I went to see gray last week, I didn't tell hun I just wanted answers of why he did what he did I mean Tina is read and he claims it's an accident but still...he still killed her and lied to me over it all" Lola said as Linda smiled

"I know Ira but easy darling but your having a baby and no matter what. We're here even if it is his baby. It will be okay and if you want to do this then you can. We can make one of the rooms into a nursery. I don't want you to go through this alone" Linda said as Lola smiled

"I have to think over what I want...I know it's a baby but it's a big decision to make. I just don't know what I want to do yet" Lola said as Linda looked to her and smiled

"It's going to be okay baby i promise" Linda said as Lola smiled

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Lola walked through the square as she saw people who were looking at her. She knew how things were and she hated it.

Lola walked into the cafe and ordered herself a tea. She knew how gray was still the talk of the square and she knew how things were and how it wasn't easy

She looked to see Shirley as she saw opposite her and smiled "are you okay" Shirley asked as Lola sighed

"No all anyone can talk over is gray and what he did and I hate it. I know what he did but I did love him and I never saw this coming and part of me is still in love with him and everyone looking at me and judging me..it doesn't help at all" Lola said as Shirley looked to her and smiled

"And the fact your pregnant doesn't help...your mum told me" Shirley said as Lola sighed

"She has a big mouth" Lola said

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Lola got back to the vic and sighed. She walked into her room and lay in her bed. She knew how her life was going to change and she knew that she was going to have a baby. She wanted this baby and she knew it wouldn't be easy but she did want it

Lola knew that she wanted to what was best and she knew how none of it was going to be easy. She was going to do this on her own and gray was inside and she wasn't going to tell him over the baby not after everything he had done

Lola knew it was hard and it wasn't going to be easy but she was going to focus on her baby but what Lola didn't know was that everything wasn't going to be that simple and it wasn't the last she had heard from gray atkins