I woke up in the morning feeling like shit. I ruined things between Harry and I, and my own sister, my best friend in the whole world shouted at me and scolded me as if she was my mother. I couldn't even imagine how Harry was feeling at that moment.
I reluctantly got out of bed and showered. I put on my outfit and went downstairs. Lottie looked at me as if I was someone who just stole her boyfriend and snogged him in front of her. I couldn't blame her. I deserved it. I ate in silence and waited in the car for Lottie. We sat in an uncomfortable silence for the first time ever since the tension was thick.
I parked my car in its usual spot and walked to my locker. I hated this. Lottie wasn't speaking to me and Harry probably hated me now. But I decided to avoid him for the day. This way, he wouldn't have to endure my existence.
I took my stuff out of my locker for my first lesson and I was already dreading it. Harry and I shared that class but I was grateful it was the only class we shared.
He arrived at his locker a few minutes later and I acted like he wasn't there. I didn't even spare him a single galnce in his direction. He walked away sadly to English and I felt my heart break at that moment.
I waited a few more minutes before walking to English. I saw him sitting with Zayn and sat as far away from him as possible.
This is for Harry, I kept telling myself trying to convince myself it was true and it worked because I made sure to avoid him the whole day.
I avoided him whenever I saw his curly head in the bathroom. I avoided him whenever I saw him in the corridors at school. I avoided him when I walked into the cafeteria. I didn't have to avoid him any longer when I realised he was missing after lunch. I assumed he had just went home earlier than expected.
I only realised that no one knew where he was when I saw Zayn and Liam frantically looking for him after school was over. As I was walking to my car, Gemma came up to me. I was so confused. Wasn't she supposed to be with Harry at their house?
"Hey Louis. I know it must be weird seeing me come up to you after what you did to Harry but this is important" she rushed out.
I nodded and she continued. "Do you know where Harry is? Like have you seen him at all?" she asked, worried.
"No, the last place I saw him was in the cafeteria during lunch but after that he just went missing" I responded.
I suddenly got worried as I realised Harry could have been kidnapped or worse killed. I know, I wasn't very positive but it was a possible outcome.
Gemma ran a hand through her hair and unlocked her phone as she got a text. She visibly relaxed when she read the text. "It's alright. He just texted me saying he's at home"
I nodded and she left but not before saying one more thing. "Don't think that things are okay between us because of this. I still hate you for what you did"
She walked away to her car I assumed and I walked to my car. Lottie glared at me and I just got inside the driver's seat. "Why the fuck were you late?" she asked, voice filled with anger.
"I'm sorry Lottie. I was delayed by Gemma, who happens to be Harry's sister, asking me where he was because he was no where to be found. Luckily, she got a text from him, saying he was at home and safe"
"Oh. Well what did she say to you? Did she say anything about Harry?"
"Is Harry the only person you care about? I mean, I'm your brother you know"
"Don't fucking test me Louis. Now answer the question"
"Don't think I'm scared of you Lottie. I used to change your fucking diapers when you were a baby. I used to help you whenever you got hurt because no one else even gave a fuck about helping you. I fucking comforted you whenever you got bullied at school. I fucking drive you to school everyday because you can't drive yourself and mum doesn't give a shit to do it herself. I'm the only person who's even fucking cared to give you attention in your life let alone given a shit about what you do with it. So don't you dare fucking disrespect me ever again because I was and still am the only person who's ever loved, cared and supported you in your miserable fucking life. I was even the one who came up with your name because your mother didn't give a fuck about thinking of one herself. I basicay fucking raised you so don't ever fucking disrespect me ever again"
She stayed silent and I drove us home. When we arrived, she rushed out of the car and to her room. Mum went in there moments after her and I heard sobs and sniffling from the room. I guess I was too harsh on her.
I waited until mum was out of the room before I entered. I knocked on her door and she looked up at me. Her eyes were red from all the crying and my heart broke seeing her like that. "Come in" she whispered.
I walked inside and closed the door before sitting next to her. "Hey" I said.
"Hey" she whispered back.
"Look, I just wanted to say I'm sorry for what I said earlier. I didn't mean for it to come across as mean or anything like that. I really hope you can forgive me"
"It's alright. I mean everything you said was true wasn't it?"
"No of course it wasn't. I didn't mean a single thing I said"
"Don't lie to me Louis. I asked mum about what you said and she said it was true. You were the one who came up with my name. You did change my diapers when I was a baby. You did do everything you said you did and I'm sorry for even thinking about disrespecting you Louis"
"No Lottie, I'm sorry. I never should have said all those bad things about you. I never should have said you have a miserable life. If I could take back everything I said and replace it with words like 'I love you so much' and 'I'm very grateful to have you in my life' I would. I'm really sorry Lots. I hope you can find it in you to forgive me"
"Of course I forgive you Lou" she lunged forward and wrapped her arms around me. I laughed and wrapped my arms around her waist.
"So what are you gonna do about Harry? Do you know anything about how he's holding up?" she asked.
"No, all Gemma said to me was that she still hates me for what I did to him" I replied.
"Alright. Now listen to me Louis and listen very carefully. Make sure what I'm saying actually goes to your brain and makes sense of it alright?"
"Okay"
"Tomorrow, you're gonna go to school and talk to Harry. Not only are you gonna talk to him, but you will explain yourself, apologise and hope he forgives you so things are good between the two of you. Then you will tell him you like him and he will say he likes you too, kiss you and you will come home smiling like a fool because you will say to me 'Lottie, your plan worked! Harry's my boyfriend now! Thank you so much for the advice' and I'll be smiling to myself because I got you guys together"
"Alright but I doubt I would say that" I laughed.
"Oh you will. You'll have no choice but to say it"
"Whatever you say Lots"
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A/N: Next chapter will be in Harry's pov. I don't really know what to say since I don't get any feedback at all but it doesn't matter anyway. Anyways, I hope you enjoyed this chapter. <333Btw I doubt anyone would have commented about the Miss You reference up there. Also ignore any mistakes you find because I didn't even bother editing this.
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