Gentle, Please (GirlxGirl)(MDLG)

Chapter 9: Mommy

Rosie had been holding her phone as the time struck ten thirty. She smirked at the picture she'd received a few hours before, but soon frowned at the simple fact that nothing else came. But Rosie gave in to the idea that she was having fun, they got her to eat so she must have had fun right?

She'd been waiting for the call, but it never came and her body wouldn't let her wait until midnight, bedtime, but Bella never goes to sleep that late. So she tapped the contact desperate to hear her Babygirl.

*Rosie*

The phone rang for longer than I'd liked and she didn't answer.

The real worry actually set on when I got back home. She'd cried after the sex and

I just knew she was going to drop, and I was right, when she woke up she was so apathetic. I got her up, really to eat, but she refused and that worried me even more than her gripping my hand while I bathed her. She loves bubbles, she barely even noticed them this time.

I told Frank to give her chocolate milk, really it's just Pediasure. She's too light for health and her eating habits aren't good enough to make her gain weight. Sometimes she doesn't even finish the milk even with encouragement.

She didn't want to pick out her collar, and I knew how bad it was then, I didn't want to let her go after she said she didn't want to pick. She loves picking, it's the best part of getting ready. Hell she even picked out her play collar to use today, it's a freedom she told me she wanted.

I sighed and sunk down in my office chair, I'll call again in a few hours before I sleep. I just need to know she's okay, not physically, I trust the girls, I need to know she's doing okay metally.

I should've let her go, it was against my better judgment. I should've cared for her, she's probably going through her first subdrop and I'm not there to cater to her. I'm failing at being her Domme.

My email was updated and I got more incoming mail. It's about Taemin, he'll be back next week. The board wanted him gone, but no other school will accept him and this school is in his home district, unfortunately he has a right to education. He didn't technically break any school rules to be expelled so they have to take him back.

The school has issued a mission statement saying that we are actively preventing and monitoring any type of harassment and none will be tolerated; any such actions will be punishable by law. The meetings are basic to brief us on what to look for and how to report if we think someone is being harassed.

This should've happened before it became a problem. Abuse, harassment, and manipulation parading as love isn't new and the kids should be told what to look out for before it feels like it's them against the world.

I sighed and rolled my eyes updating my calendar and sorting through business mail as well. Outside of school work, I help to maintain my dad's businesses with Donnie. I'm not going to teach forever, I just thought it would be nice for a year or two, but I might have to shorten it faster than I thought. Things are going bad, two of our branches are losing money and need to be restored to maintain adequate control.

By the time I was done doing business, Bella popped into my head. She called me Mommy, right before she left the car, telling me she was okay. I should've known she wasn't though, I'm seeing that now. This, my lack of control over the situation, will not happen again.

I tap her name again and wait a bit, before the phone is answered, the voice isn't hers though and I'm alarmed immediately sitting on edge.

"Who is this?" I ask frowning. No one should have my baby's phone.