Tw:suicidal thoughts, sh, cursing
Y/n-Your name~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙣𝙚𝙭𝙩 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜
𝙍𝙤𝙗𝙞𝙣𝙨 𝙋𝙤𝙫:𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑘𝑒 𝑢𝑝 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑎𝑟𝑚 𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑔
𝑈𝐺𝐻.𝐼 ʜᴀᴛᴇ 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠, 𝐼𝑚 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑎 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑜𝑤𝑙
𝐴𝑠 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑛 𝑌/𝑛 ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒..
𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑘𝑒 𝑢𝑝
(no shit she did)
𝑌/𝑛:"𝐺𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑅𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑛"
𝐺𝑜𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑛 𝑣𝑜𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑜, ℎ𝑜𝑡.
𝐼 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑑
𝑅𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑛:"𝐺𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑌/𝑛"
𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑑𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑚 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑜𝑘 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑙 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑒𝑟
𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘, 𝑠𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑙.
𝑂ℎ 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘. 𝐹𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑜𝑑 𝑚𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑠.
𝐴𝑡𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑌/𝑛 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑖𝑡.𝐼 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑖𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑦𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑑𝑎𝑦'𝑠 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑠 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝐼 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑒𝑙𝑠𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑡 𝑠𝑚𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑎𝑑 𝑠𝑜 𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦'𝑙𝑙 𝑑𝑜.
𝐴𝑠 𝐼 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑦 𝑌/𝑛 𝑐𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑚 ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎 𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑡𝑜𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑏𝑟𝑢𝑠ℎ.
𝑌/𝑛:"𝐻𝑒𝑟𝑒"
𝑊𝑜𝑤, 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑙
𝑅𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑛:"𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢"
𝐼 𝑤𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑚 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑟𝑢𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑡𝑒𝑒𝑡ℎ
𝐴𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑖𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑜𝑜𝑛 𝑒𝑛𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑦.𝐴𝑠 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑟𝑠 𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑑, 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑛'𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦. 𝑁𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑜𝑓 𝑖𝑡 𝑆ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑠𝑛'𝑡 𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑎 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦.
𝐼 𝑑𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑠𝑘 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑡.
𝑅𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑛:"𝐻𝑒𝑦 𝑌/𝑛"
𝑌/𝑛:"𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝑅𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑛?"
𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒
𝑅𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑛:"𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠?"
𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑎 𝑏𝑖𝑡 𝑢𝑝𝑠𝑒𝑡 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑝𝑖𝑐 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑜𝑜𝑑, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔
𝑌/𝑛:"𝑀𝑦 𝑚𝑢𝑚 𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑏𝑖𝑡, 𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘"
𝐷𝑎𝑚𝑛 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑠𝑛𝑡 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑚𝑢𝑚 𝑖𝑠.
𝑅𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑛:"𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝐷𝑎𝑑?"
𝑌/𝑛:"𝑈ℎ𝑚 𝐼 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑎 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑚, 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘"
𝘠/𝘯 𝘗𝘰𝘷:
Robin:"What about your dad?"
oh fuck no this cant be happening I feel tears welling up in my eyes, before he could notice I quickly said.
Y/n:"Uhm I need to go to the bathroom, I will be back"
I told him. Completly ignoring his question.
TW:SH
I quickly went to my bathroom and saw a blade..
I sat down on the toilet and put my sleeve up..
So many thoughts are going through my head
𝐼𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑡ℎ 𝑖𝑡?
𝐹𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝐼 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑎𝑑
𝐷𝑎𝑑𝑠 𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑢𝑙𝑡
𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑖𝑒
𝐼 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝐷𝑎𝑑
𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑑𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒
and the blade made a red line that slowly started having drips of blood coming out of it
TW IS DONE
After I had my little momment I bandadged up my arm and went downstairs to see a worried looking Robin
Robin:"Hey are you okay? Im sorry if I said something."
Awh he cares
Y/n:"No no you didnt do anything. I just needed the bathroom"
I said giving him a reassuring smile.
He gave one back but I dont think he believed meWe put on our shoes and head for the door.
We went inside of the school and went to first period Math. Not too bad.
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Fanfictionit all starts when y/n has to move to her mothers home town called "North Denver" because of some family problems.. thats when she met the boy that could make her forget all about her problems. him..