After the sleepover

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Tw:suicidal thoughts, sh, cursing
Y/n-Your name

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𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙣𝙚𝙭𝙩 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜
𝙍𝙤𝙗𝙞𝙣𝙨 𝙋𝙤𝙫:

𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑘𝑒 𝑢𝑝 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑎𝑟𝑚 𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑔
𝑈𝐺𝐻.

𝐼 ʜᴀᴛᴇ 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠, 𝐼𝑚 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑎 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑜𝑤𝑙

𝐴𝑠 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑛 𝑌/𝑛 ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒..

𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑘𝑒 𝑢𝑝

(no shit she did)

𝑌/𝑛:"𝐺𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑅𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑛"

𝐺𝑜𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑛 𝑣𝑜𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑜, ℎ𝑜𝑡.

𝐼 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑑

𝑅𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑛:"𝐺𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑌/𝑛"

𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑑𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑚 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑜𝑘 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑙 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑒𝑟

𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘, 𝑠𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑙.

𝑂ℎ 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘. 𝐹𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑜𝑑 𝑚𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑠.
𝐴𝑡𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑌/𝑛 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑖𝑡.

𝐼 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑖𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑦𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑑𝑎𝑦'𝑠 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑠 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝐼 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑒𝑙𝑠𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑡 𝑠𝑚𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑎𝑑 𝑠𝑜 𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦'𝑙𝑙 𝑑𝑜.

𝐴𝑠 𝐼 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑦 𝑌/𝑛 𝑐𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑚 ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎 𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑡𝑜𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑏𝑟𝑢𝑠ℎ.

𝑌/𝑛:"𝐻𝑒𝑟𝑒"

𝑊𝑜𝑤, 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑙

𝑅𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑛:"𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢"

𝐼 𝑤𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑚 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑟𝑢𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑡𝑒𝑒𝑡ℎ
𝐴𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑖𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑜𝑜𝑛 𝑒𝑛𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑦.

𝐴𝑠 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑟𝑠 𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑑, 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑛'𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦. 𝑁𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑜𝑓 𝑖𝑡 𝑆ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑠𝑛'𝑡 𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑎 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦.

𝐼 𝑑𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑠𝑘 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑡.

𝑅𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑛:"𝐻𝑒𝑦 𝑌/𝑛"

𝑌/𝑛:"𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝑅𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑛?"

𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒

𝑅𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑛:"𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠?"

𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑎 𝑏𝑖𝑡 𝑢𝑝𝑠𝑒𝑡 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑝𝑖𝑐 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑜𝑜𝑑, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔

𝑌/𝑛:"𝑀𝑦 𝑚𝑢𝑚 𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑏𝑖𝑡, 𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘"

𝐷𝑎𝑚𝑛 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑠𝑛𝑡 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑚𝑢𝑚 𝑖𝑠.

𝑅𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑛:"𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝐷𝑎𝑑?"

𝑌/𝑛:"𝑈ℎ𝑚 𝐼 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑎 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑚, 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘"

𝘠/𝘯 𝘗𝘰𝘷:

Robin:"What about your dad?"

oh fuck no this cant be happening I feel tears welling up in my eyes, before he could notice I quickly said.

Y/n:"Uhm I need to go to the bathroom, I will be back"

I told him. Completly ignoring his question.

TW:SH

I quickly went to my bathroom and saw a blade..

I sat down on the toilet and put my sleeve up..

So many thoughts are going through my head

𝐼𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑡ℎ 𝑖𝑡?

𝐹𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝐼 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑎𝑑

𝐷𝑎𝑑𝑠 𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑢𝑙𝑡

𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑖𝑒

𝐼 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝐷𝑎𝑑

𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑑𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒

and the blade made a red line that slowly started having drips of blood coming out of it

TW IS DONE

After I had my little momment I bandadged up my arm and went downstairs to see a worried looking Robin

Robin:"Hey are you okay? Im sorry if I said something."

Awh he cares

Y/n:"No no you didnt do anything. I just needed the bathroom"

I said giving him a reassuring smile.
He gave one back but I dont think he believed me

We put on our shoes and head for the door.

We went inside of the school and went to first period Math. Not too bad.

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A/n:Soo?? Guys what do yall think?!
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