all I ever wanted was his love
to be accepted
to be a part of him that made him smile
I wanted him to be proud of me
I waited year after year
but I was never the person he wanted me to be
my all was never enough
I always fell short
I always failed
he was quick to remind me I wasn't his REAL blood
day after day
then suddenly waking up one day
ad realizing his destruction he created inside of me
I could never be loved by him
I would NEVER be a North
so I decided to let go
after all
a daughter should never have to beg for a fathers love.
