We Can't(stepdadxstepdaughter)

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Justine's POV
Friday

"Mommy!" Melody says as she runs to me and I hear Daniel scoffs from behind me and kick his foot.

"Come on let's go color." I say and she drags us to the visit area where we color a few pictures and she tells me about her new friend, Charley.

Charley was put in here a few months ago and has only now started to get better. Thing is though, her mom and stepdad don't ever come to see her, only her real dad does.

"Mommy, when can I go home? Dr. Raaven says I'm doing better." She says and I sigh.

"Sweetie, I signed a 30 day paper. It's only been a week. Dr. Raaven has told me that you're doing better, but he still wants to keep you under close observation for at least another two weeks. Don't worry, Mommy and Chad will come and see you on visiting days, as will Daddy, okay?" I ask her and she nods as she doesn't even look over at Daniel.

The visit concludes at 1pm and we head out to the parking lot as Daniel looks at me.

"She Hates me doesn't she? For what happened that night?" Daniel asks and I shrug.

"Dr. Raaven said she does have BPD and Daniel you even scared me that night." I say and he kicks his door.

"I'm so fucking stupid. First I let Felix go, now I ruin the relationship with my biological daughter." He says and I give him a confused look.

"Daniel what actually happened with Felix?" I asks and he sighs as we sit on a bench.

"I had come home late one night, and Felix was packing hers and the kids stuff. I asked why. She said that her parents didn't approve of me and wanted her to marry another man and all she wanted was to make her parents happy. They said that I wasn't trustworthy enough not to cheat on her while we were on tour and yeah I'll admit, I cheated on my first ex wife, Chrissy, once but our divorce had just started, but I haven't since then. I begged her not to take Kyle and Saydee from me, as they were all I thought I had, but she refused. Said that Chrissy had contacted her and said something about me being abusive to her and her daughter, Amy. I told her that Chrissy was jealous of our relationship and was saying anything she could to break us apart, but Felix refused to believe me. Said that Chrissy was her cousin and wouldn't ever lie to her like that. I broke down and begged her as she walked out of the room. I tried to give Kyle and Saydee a hug, but she pulled them away from me. Saydee started screaming for me when she picked her up and took her out of the house.  About a year after that, I started to see many resemblances in Melody to myself, and it clicked that she was mine when she couldn't have gluten. I'm sorry I almost destroyed your family over my own jealousy. All I wanted was to be with you. I know you love Chad and have four kids with him, JJ, but I really do love you. I wish that we could turn the clock back and I wouldn't have slept with you back in 2009. Then this wouldn't be happening." He says and I smile at him as I kiss his cheek.

"Dan, we're friends, nothing more. I'm married to Chad, and I don't regret that one time we slept together. Had we not done that, I wouldn't have a beautiful blue eyed and blonde haired baby girl in there right now. I know you are mad at Chad for what he did to me that day, but you have to forgive him. Mike, Ryan and Myself have already done so." I tell him and he nods as he gets in his car and drives home. I drive back to my house and get out and go in seeing Chad and our four babies curled up in front of the 75" flat screen that we just bought. 

He cracks an eye open to see me coming in and we both get our kids into their beds and I decide he's waited long enough so I, after setting Sam in her crib, go to our shared room and sit on the bed.

"What are you doing JJ?" Chad asks and I smile at him as I stand.

"I want you to make love to me." I say and he smiles as he kisses me gently.

He lays me down on the bed, turning our kiss into a steamy make out session, his kisses trailing to my sweet spot on my neck as I grip his shirt.

"God you are beautiful." Chad says as he starts to pull my shirt, well his shirt up, and tosses it to the side of our bed.

I do the same to him, and he chuckles as I take my fingernails down his chest, earning his nipples to harden almost instantly.

He slowly pulls my sleep shorts down and I see him smile as he dips his head in between my legs and gasp when he captures my clit in his mouth, fingers sliding into me as he does so.

"Chad! Oh my god!" I cry out softly as he brings me to a sensational orgasm and he chuckles as he removes his pants and boxers, lining up with me as he hovers over me.

"JJ, are you sure you want to do this?" He asks and I smile as I nod.

"I want to, Chad. Please, make love to me." I whisper and he kisses me as he slides into me slowly, as it's been about five months since we've done anything.

He slowly begins to thrust, earning soft gasps as he prods for my G-spot. He eventually speeds up and I feel the familiar feeling of my orgasm in the near distance.

"Almost there! Please don't stop!" I cry out and he smiles as he begins to thrust quicker and harder, making me moan out as he kisses me roughly, getting on his knees, making me feel amazing with how rough he's being.

Finally I shatter, screaming his name out as I tighten around his cock, immobilizing him as he cums deep inside me.

He pulls out gently and I sigh as he cuddles up next to me, kissing my shoulder as he does so.

"I love you so much, JJ. So fucking much." He whispers as he holds me close and I smile as I fall asleep.