Thirty-nine

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(I stated that HJ was 17 in my last chapter i just did the math he is definitely 16 because Penny is 8 months old and she was born April of 2030...soz guys)

Harry sat on the bed alone looking at the door. He felt stupid. He knew Louis was right, but he had an addictive personality. He needed to be addicted to something. Harry heard crying from the bathroom and managed to smile. His sweet baby Penny.

Harry swiftly moved to the bathroom door and walked straight to the pack and play. His little girls red face washed a wave a realization over him. Drug addicts have never been good fathers, and this little girl (and her many many siblings) needed a good father.

He could argue all day that coke was what suppressed his bipolar disorder. That's what his friends in LA always told him. "Harry you're not as bat shit when you're high" they always told him. Harry was never crazy. He was just mentally ill, and those people weren't really his friends. Harry loved being high, but he loved his children and husband more. If he had to choose between his family or drugs and a career. Well, he would choose his family.

Maybe it wasn't Penny's face that pushed him in that direction, but it was a deciding factor. He always knew the drugs weren't helping him, but all celebrities are enablers when it comes to addiction. Recovery is frowned upon. Once you recover from one addiction they push another on to you. Harry didn't know much, but he knew he needed Louis to stay with him.

"Well hello Miss.Penny," Harry cooed at his youngest. Her big eyes looked up at her daddy and love filled them. She almost instantly stopped crying.

"Mama is mad at me, hm?" Harry hummed,"for valid reasons though," Harry sighed. He picked up his chunky little girl,"you just wanted attention, huh. Daddy will always give you that. Whenever you need me I'll be here," Harry whispered. He kissed her brown wispy hair, and he took in the scent of Johnson and Johnson baby shampoo. The eight month old looked at her father with a smile,"let's go find mama."

Harry tip toed out the bathroom with Penny on his hip. He then slid his way out the door,"lou?" Harry called. Nothing. Harry sighed and walked into the large living room. He didn't see Louis, but there was a glowing light underneath the door that lead to a bathroom. Harry danced- yes he really danced because Penny's giggles made his heart grow-across the living room until he was infront of the large door.

"Lou baby," Harry hummed as he knocked on the door,"Miss.Penny wants to see her mama," Harry pressed his lips against the door as he said that. Penny giggled and did the same. It didn't take long before the white door opened. His teary eyed husband stood infront of him.

"Only opened the door for her," Louis said, almost in a pout. He reached out his arms and made grabby hands. Harry shook his head and took a large step back.

"In order to hold Penny you have to come out the bathroom and talk," Harry ordered. Louis rolled his eyes,"I would first like to say, I know I'm stupid for doing drugs," Harry started,"I thought I was in the right until I went into the bathroom and saw this little girl," Harry tickled her. Louis nodded along, listening closely,"I will do anything to keep my family together."

"Anything?" Louis asked with an eyebrow raised. Harry quickly nodded his head,"after this movie is wrapped. The day after you step foot in England, you are going to rehab."

Harry eyes widened. Rehab? He didn't need rehab for something he did socially. Louis surely seemed to think so,"Do you think rehab is the best option?" Harry asked.

"Rehab is the only option," Louis responded. He walked up to Harry and took Penny out of his arms,"and if I ever catch you drinking or doing drugs again I will leave you Harry. I don't give a fuck that we have twelve kids together," Louis threatened,"I will pack our shit and leave if you refuse to do so."

Harry felt a pit of guilt fill his stomach. He knew this wasn't a bluff. Just like how Harry would do anything to keep his family together, Louis will do anything to keep their kids safe.

"I will go to rehab," Harry agreed,"and I will stop going to parties," Harry added. He looked down at his socks. His big toe stuck out of it. He definitely needed a new pair.

"And the children and I will come to every filming you have out of the country. We'll figure school out when the time comes," Louis rubbed Penny's back as he waited for his husband's response.

"I agree to everything. I want you in my life Louis. If you told me to throw my career away and to become a baker again I would," that was not an exaggeration.

Louis let out a small giggle and shook his head,"no, we have too many kids. We could not afford to pay for them without your job."

Harry smiled and Louis kissed his cheek,"I'm still pissed at you. And I will continue to be pissed at you until you come back from rehab."

"That's fair."

"No sex until you come back too."

"What..." Harry grunted. He the thought about it,"okay that's fair" he agreed.

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Short chapter I'm sorry....

I could literally throw up and cry rn though. I got like 10000 tiktoks yesterday saying i was pregnant (literally had no symptoms) but for shits and giggles i took a test and there was faint positive line. I want to literally jump off a bridge. When i saw the test I literally said "this is the worst day of my life"

I'm only 20 years old...i hope I'm just crazy and there is no line. I'm still in college my boyfriend and I don't even live together (granted we were going to by next august)

I don't know what to do and i have no one to talk to bc im too embarrassed. I don't even want to talk to my boyfriend. I wanted to push it down and let it pass but uh that's literally impossible. I'm sorry for ranting but i really don't know what to do. I live in Georgia anyway so if i wanted to end the alleged pregnancy I probably couldn't (I wouldn't anyway but whatever)

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