PURE

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im finally able to leave the hospital after another damn month innis bitch but the experience been alright as jamir upgraded to the most expensive hospital room they can offer with better beds, a bigger tv with actual channels instead of the discovery channel.

Jamir brought me anything i wanted as these cravings are no joke. right now im loving pickles with hot cheetos and he doesn't like when im feeding his child hot shit but ah bitch gotta eat so suck it butter cup & if he doesn't get me what I want it's a problem and he don't want nunnadat.

"here are your sign out papers then you are set to go" the doctor said leaving the clipboard on the side of my hospital bed.

i signed them and written down all the information needed and put on a pair of joggers and a shirt that barely fit me on. i walked to the bathroom mirror and saw how it looked on me and I had a complete mental breakdown.

"im so fucking fatttttAAUGHHHHH" lyla said.

she was in tears looking at how big her boobs got and how her waist wasn't as slim since she gotten more into her third trimester in pregnancy and her face had gained some weight.

jamir had came in her room ready to take her home until he heard tears and immediately went to the bathroom but it was hard to open so it instantly gave him deja vu back to the night everything went down.

"JAMIRRRRRRRUGHHHHH" lyla screamed out for him.

"Help me please" she said sobbing in tears as her voice progressively got lower until she blacked out.

Jamir got up as soon as her heard Lyla calling out his name frantically before he heard nothing and figured something is going on with her.

"Bae"

"Ly"

"Lylaa" still no response

"foe stop playing rn, im tired" jamir said as he got up rubbing sleep out of his eyes heading to the bathroom as he couldn't budge to get the bathroom door open as he used a little more force once the door cracked and he saw blood pushing it open further to see Lyla's unconscious body laying there.

"bae you gotta wake up for me, ya hear me?" Jamir said getting on the floor pulling Lyla into his hold.

he bagged back from the door trying to calm his heart down as he didn't want to experience that again so he busted open the door just to see her okay leaning over the sink or at least he thought until she lifted her face up to see her eyes were puffy and red with tear stains coming down her cheeks.

"baby what's wrong" he said pulling her into his hold with his arms around her neck as she grabbed onto his waist sobbing some more into his chest and he let her.

"be honest when i ask you this okay?"

he nodded yea

"do you think im ugly now?" she asked him pulling away to see his response but she only got an confused face from him as he wondering where this is coming from.

"no. fuck no your not ugly bae where is this coming from" he asked

"look at me" lyla started to tear up again but he still wasn't catching on.

"im fat and I hate it. i could barely put on these clothes for gods sake. why do I look like this?" lyla said with frustration