Amazing life

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3rd person POV:
,, Hey WHAT are you doing?? Leave my base right now!... Wait, stop it! STOP! IT!... NOOOO! "a girl's laugh echoed around her dimly lit black themed room.

Sounds of giggling could be heard through her dark Red headphones, which made her smile a bit.

,, You shouldn't have left your bed uncovered!"

,, Oh Come on! Like I ever need to protect it! I'm better than that! "she rolled her eyes, sitting back. She subconsciously looked at the time - 1:27 AM. Yawning, she turned her favorite block game off and said her goodbye to everyone.

,, Guys I have to go now. Sooo thank you so much for coming to my stream today! Also big thanks for the donations and for your support! See ya tomorrooow! "those were her last words full of enthusiasm right before sighing and putting her mask off. Turning off her computer, she got up from the chair and staggered to bed.

Another "great day" behind her.

It didn't take her long to fall asleep, as it was her third day without almost any repose.

...

She suddenly boggled when that cruel thing went off, bringing her back to reality from her sweet, dreamy sleep.

Rolling around to get closer to the bedside table, she slaps the alarm as hard as she can, causing it to fall off, making loud impact noise.

,, Shit, not again... "she mumbles to herself, instantly remembering when it happened last time. And also how it ended...

Praying her father didn't hear it, she stretched herself, yawning. She was finally sleeping pretty well and that stupid alarm has messed it up.

Dragging herself to her Feet, she reluctantly walked into the bathroom, still half asleep.

She instantly made eye contact with her reflection.

It made her feel weird.

The dark bags Under her dull, tired eyes. The Pale, freckled face. The messy black hair, covering the empty look in her eyes. You could see nothing in them, only blank, eternal void. She frowned, what made her reflection even more horrific.

Not wanting to look at herself even for one more second, she quickly brushed her teeth and then returned to her room to change.

She walked to her wardrobe and put out some dark blue Hoodie with Black pants and put it on.

Grabbing her backpack, she locks the door behind her and as quietly as she can, she leaves the house.

Her hood gets put over her head instantly, as she is plugging her earphones in, playing her favorite song - Bullet by Hollywood Undead, humming quietly to herself to the notorious, catchy melody.

,, My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrist again, and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head, and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
Gone too far, yeah, I'm gone again
It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends
I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends
One's a bottle of pills, and one's a bottle of gin
I'm 20 stories up, yeah, up at the top
I polished off this bottle, now it's pushing me off
Asphalt to me has never looked so soft
I bet my momma found my letter, now she's calling the cops
I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it
'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance
Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent
'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is
I've been trying too long with too dull of a knife
But tonight, I made sure that I sharpened it twice
I never bought a suit before in my life
But when you go to meet God, you know, you wanna look nice
So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow
Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow
My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrist again, and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head, and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
We hit the sky, there goes the light
No more sun, why's it always night?
When you can't sleep, well, you can't dream
When you can't dream, well, what's life mean?
We feel a little pity, but don't empathize
The old are getting older, watch a young man die
A mother and a son and someone you know
Smile at each other and realize you don't
You don't know what happened to that kid you raised
And what happened to the father who swore he'd stay
I didn't know 'cause you didn't say
Now Momma feels guilt, yeah, Momma feels pain
When you were young, you never thought you'd die
Found that you could, but too scared to try
Looked in the mirror and you said goodbye
Climbed to the roof to see if you could fly
So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow
Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow
My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrist again, and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head, and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
I wish that I could fly
Way up in the sky
Like a bird so high
Oh, I might just try
I wish that I could fly
Way up in the sky
Like a bird so high
Oh, I might just try
Oh, I might just try... "

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