dreka
i quietly slipped from under this man's covers careful not to make a sound. I tip toed around trying to find my things I had to get out of here before he wakes up, I really didn't like morning after a conversation. I feel as if What happened... happened and ain't shit else to talk about honestly and if it was good, I may save your number but, in this case. I was putting his ass straight on block. MEN LEARN HOW TO EAT PUSSY!!
I jumped in my car heading to my mom's house to pick up my son, his sperm donor should have dropped him off by now. I looked at the time I needed to shower and everything, while I was at my mama house I might as well do it all at her house and take something from out of her closet. i had finally pulled up to my mama house i knew she was going to lecture me, like always on the bright side I'm getting a brand-new fit and a hot bath in her new fancy ass tub. i wonder why parents decide to upgrade their family homes when the family moves out i couldn't tell you how much i would have appreciate that fucking tub at 18. i walked in the house rushing to hug my mama.
"Girl, you scared me you almost got flipped on your head," she laughed hugging me back. "I'm glad you here because ...well Quan haven't brought him yet," i slightly pushed her off of me looking at her crazy because what she means my baby not here.
me and my baby father Quan have a typical baby mama baby daddy relationship. we hate to love each other but we love to hate each other... many calls it childish but shit that just life and that is me and him so to avoid any problems with us we go through our parents to trade off our son together. which gives them time with their grandchild and us a peace of mind. well, me for the most part i was tired of me and Quan but somehow or another i always get roped back into the bullshit. knowing him he wants to talk to me directly because he knows exactly what time to drop him off what time i would make it here but who knows maybe today, he won't be on bullshit and just actually running late. so, i tried not to worry about it before going to take a bath.
2hours later...
the doorbell had finally rung with Quan and my son i let my mother go get him i just wanted as little interaction as possible. but to my surprise Quan walked in right behind her with the same stupid smug look.
"Damn i been blowing you up something could have been wrong," he snapped (see bullshit)
"You know who to reach if something was really important"?
"Well, I'm going to take my grandbaby to take a bath while you two talks," my mama stated while grabbing the baby out of Quan hands " don't break shit else in my house or I'm going to come down here whooping ass," she snapped i couldn't make any promises so i just kept quiet.
"You are on block i don't know why that is a surprise to you," i snapped back.
"Bitch please"
"Bitch?? who are you calling a bitch??" i snapped about to smack his ass and this is what i mean by love to hate he didn't know how to communicate when he was mad. and that was a major part in our relationship.
"Look I'm not trying to fight with you... i actually heard what your mama said and im not trying to go there with you," he stated in a calm tone which through me all the way off we never talked in calm tone before we were like a modern-day Angela and Marcus. always fighting and arguing but we loved each other even if we never really said it.
"Look, i wanted this to come from me before you hear it out on the streets you know," he scratched the back of his neck which meant this was some shit i didn't want to hear.
"Okay what,"
"I'm getting married," he mumbled making me damn near choke. when the fuck did this nigga have time to date someone have a relationship propose and now get married. why have i never met this lady? who the fuck all knew about this?? have me and him really been that much out of touch.
"wow" was all i could really say i wanted to congratulate him, but wow was all that i could think to say.
"I've been trying to tell you, but you have been in the wind for this last year so i really couldn't,"
"Well, if your happy I'm happy i trust that she knows better than to harm my child,"
"Our child,"
"Yeah, but i want to meet her to lay eyes on our child future stepmom..." "wow marriage!"
"Yeah, i know right your baby daddy found Mrs. Right" he beamed and i just sat there in total shock i nodded my head.
"Yeah, maybe i can finally find my husband," i chuckled before helping him walk out he did look happy and healthy i guess i was happy for him we said our goodbyes before entering the house.
"Are you okay" my mom asked i nodded before bursting into tears me and Quan was dysfunctional. we dated all through high school and some of our adulthood before having our son and when he came, it seemed like shit got worse for us. i couldn't take it so i left, and at first i kept going back sneaking over when he had girlfriends which cause way more damage to our relationship. Even though i kept going back until i felt it was enough. it sucks to see a man that you mapped out your whole life with move on. a man that never even talked about wanting marriage, or anything now he is getting married and all i had to do was stop being in his way. somehow, he found his Mrs. Right, this wasn't fair.
"He is getting married," i cried.
"Yeah, i know," my mama stated making my head shoot up.
"What do you mean you know," i asked.
"i was there when he proposed to her and everything it was a beautiful moment,"
"So, you met the girl that is my sons soon to be stepmother and never said anything to me," i snapped.
"i thought we didnt talk about quan you never ask how he doing or anything just get the baby and leave and plus it wasnt my news to tell," she shrugged
"like hell it wasnt of all people you should have told me"
"for what?? what was that going to change if i told verus him the shit still would have hurt and maybe if you open a line of communication with him you would have known this information." she snapped
"my son has been around a woman i had no clue about and you knew,"
"hell yes i knew u think i was gone just let him bring some heffa around my grandbaby without me knowing a shitttttt you crazy and she is a nice girl pretty too and real polite,"
" so you personally met this girl,"
"yeah you know me and his mama go get our nails done every other Wednesday she brought her along a couple of times she seems really sweet,"
"SO YOU HAVE BEEN HANGING OUT WITH HIS FUTURE WIFE!!!" I SHOUTED HIGHLY PISSED
"why does it matter??"
"you dont do shit like that ma"
"why the girl aint no enemy of mines or yours i see no harm in getting to know the lady," she shrugged
"i cant believe this," i stated in total shock
"what that he getting married or the fact that you not," she asked taking a stab to my heart i resented that statement
"whatever ma I'm going to just go home after all of this," i shook my head
"leave my grand baby he been gone for two weeks we need some us time come back thurs to get him," she told me i just nodded grabbing my purse to leave out of the door "AND I SEE YOUR ASS WAS IN MY CLOSET STAY OUT OF MY DAMN CLOTHES!!" she shouted after me i rolled my eyes going to meet up with my crew i needed to tell them the bullshit because my mother clearly didn't know the meaning of loyalty.
