mama ang
i know you all know that i am Quan mom. some may even wonder why i go so hard for Dreka. hell, Quan hardly even knows i think he has an idea, but I'll just give you all a little run down. before me and my late husband had Quan, we had a daughter she lived for all of six weeks, and she was just so precious. just perfect i couldn't have asked for a better daughter, but sadly God called her home. it was hard for a long time i didn't want to have any more kids because i couldn't deal with that heartbreak again, but 2 years later God blessed me with this beautiful baby boy, and he was just as perfect. but the hole that my daughter left was just unbearable that i couldnt always keep a strong face.
so fast forward to when me and Quan moved to Chicago i had just lost my husband in a tragic car accident. so, i just left our hometown i needed a change of scenery. so, one day i packed all of my bags and left and never looked back, it took a lot of getting used to being a new single mother and raising a boy myself. i thought Quan was going to take the change horribly but he got here and made instant friends. then he brought Dreka home it was like i had gotten my dead daughter back. Quan doesn't even know how close me and Dreka really are, but from the moment they officially became boyfriend and girlfriend me and Dreka had this mother daughter alliance going on. we talked into the wee hours of the morning texted everyday cried together and any girl Quan brought in was just some stank hoe. so, i use to call and tell Dreka everything. yup i surely did and i deeply regret doing that because for a long time i just wanted her to just continue being my daughter and i thought if they officially broke up, she would leave me too.
that wasn't the case at all especially after she had gotten pregnant. we were stuck to each other like glue side by side. me her and kat would go shopping together get our nails done hair done together. that is how me and her mama Lou got so close because one day mama Lou called herself checking me about spending so much time and money with and on her daughter, she felt like i was trying to be her mother. I WAS!!!! I'm not going to lie hell somedays i use to forget that Quan was my son not my son in law. after all this time that has passed i realized that Dreka would always be my daughter and she gave me the most beautiful grandbaby. but i still have faith that Quan and Dreka will make their way back to each other they always do. at least i hope so there has been so much drama between those two that i don't think it could ever be salvaged. i guess i can only dream.
law
i had one of the best weekends with Dreka she had spent the whole weekend with me. i always thought she would be the wine and dine type, but no she just wanted to order takeout and catch up on homework she had been missing. unfortunately, this was our last little moment together and i hated that it had come to an end but we both had to get back to work and our lives. i dropped her off back at mama ang house.
"Damn this was perfect," she giggled a little
"yeah it was different for sure,"
"how so,"
"I've never spent two nights with anyone and have literally no sexual contact,"
"We kissed and cuddled up under each other the whole damn weekend," she laughed.
"No, I'm not complaining i really appreciate this time with you. hell, you actually taught me something about my damn self this weekend," i told her.
"Oh yeah like what,"
"That the connection doesn't always need to be sexual to be pure,"
