Forbidden Insecurities
He smiles and I know I'm lost
He laughs and I know I'm drowning
The fear of losing him is far greater than the happiness of loving him
I don't deserve such perfection
His warm, loving eyes try to keep my insecurities at bay
But not even his touch can keep the doubt from leaking in
Such beauty demands attention
Such beauty needs more, more than I am capable of handling
Love is pain
Loving you is suicide
And I'm ready to say goodbye
I was never good enough
But I'm human and humans are selfish
I kept you hidden when you needed to be free
I kept you hidden even though I never deserved you
I'm sorry, I loved you
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Confessions Of An Insomniac
PoetryMidnight; the clock ticks, the wind howls, the house creaks and my fear escalates. The noise's are infuriating and sleep wont claim me, all i can do is think. These are my poems; My deepest, darkest thoughts ♥
