heartbroken *elmax* (DISCONTINUED)

3 - blocked

editors note: i'm listening to girl in red, idk why that matters tho-

it's been 3 months and they are best friends, but el wants to be more. she really likes max
el pov
"i think i might confess to max today. but it's a saturday?? whatever i'll just text her, what if she says no? what if she is homophobic? im sure she's not, just leave me alone okay?! your telling yourself to leave you alone? j-just shut up!" el thinks to herself, she pulls her phone out and texts max
el: max
max: yes?
el: i have something i need to tell you
max: that is?
el: i-i really like you, like, like like you, like love you like i wanna be your girlfriend love.. i know we just met like 3 months ago but i can't hold this in anylonger
max: so, your queer?
el: well yeah
max: ew
max has blocked you
el: max?
el:max?
el: max please?
el: please why did you block me? you could've just told me you didn't feel the same way! you could've just declined a-and said let's just forget this never happened! max you could've said that and i wouldn't have minded!!
el set her phone down, she began to cry into her pillow, she didn't want to wake anyone up as it was 1 in the morning. she should've listen. she should've just held her feelings in. found a new girl to obsess over, they would still be best friends if she did that. but she had to confess. "STUPID STUPID STUPID!!" she thinks to herself, "WHY DID I DO THAT?! IM SO STUPID! i told you so. YOUR NOT HELPING! i know." she thinks to herself, el slowly crys herself to sleep

monday
el gets up and gets ready for school she walks to school and spots max, "max!" el yells to her, max looks over to her but ignores her, she hears whispers when she walks down the halls, "f*g!" yells a boy across the hall, el is confused. she hears people laughing at her, "eleven." the party walks up to her, "yes?" they only use her actual name when something bad happens, "your queer?" they ask, "uh no" she lies panicking, " your lying, max said you asked her out, why would you do that? and she is dating lucas. you know that eleven" mike says to her, "we don't wanna be seen with people like you." mike says, "mike, that's too far." will and dustin say, "me, lucas and max want her out, it's 3 against 2, so she's out and that's final" mike says. "sorry" says will, before walking off with the party, "F*G!" yells max to her, that hurt worse than all the other things she has been called because she fell in love with her, and she still is. but it hurts, because she knows she will never have a chance with her, it hurts because the party will be coming over to her house when will invites them because they are step siblings. eleven runs to the bathroom stalls and locks it. she starts sobbing, "it's all my fault" she thinks "if i didn't say anything everything would still be perfect" she thinks. a group of girls come in when el just heads out of the stall. "guys look, it's the queer" the leader of the group says, "f*g!" says one of the girls, they walk closer to her and start beating el up, it isn't until she is badly bruised she passes out, a few minutes pass by and the girls get bored and leave.

tuesday
still el pov
i've managed to hide most of the bruises, i didn't want to worry joyce or will, i am at school and see max, i am still being bullied but i still look forward to seeing her, i don't think she feels the same. i walk over to her "hi max!" i say, she ignores me. she spots the party and walks over to them. i feel.. sad..

max pov
"ugh she keeps talking to me, i thought i made it clear i didn't want to anymore." i say to the party "just bully her or something, she stays away from people who do that." mike suggests, "i wouldn't feel good if you bullied my sister" will says, "it's just until she stops talking to me" i respond, "i still don't feel good" will says, "it'll be fine!" i say back. the bell rings for class. ugh, math, with. her. she's so weird i don't know why i was friends with her in the first place. i walk to class and thankfully i'm not sitting next to her. "alright class i want you to get into a group of 3" the teacher says, i quickly find 2 girls to pair up with, i look over and see eleven. no one is paired with her. she's just staring into space, there looks like there is tears forming in her eyes, i hate to admit it but i feel a bit bad, only a bit, i don't think anything of it and i go to do the project with the other girls.

el pov
el: i know you blocked me but it's nice to talk to you!
el: will you ever unblock me?
el: i hope so, i still love you:)
el: i'm lonely because i don't have any friends
el: i'm gonna go now, i'll talk tomorrow!

wednesday
i'm heading to my locker when i get shoved onto my locker, it's max, "what's up f*g?" she says, i don't respond, i open my locker when she shuts it, she grabs onto my hair and smashes my head onto the locker, "o-ow!" i say, she kicks my back, "w-why are you doing this max?" i ask, "it's what needs to be done" she says, kicking me one more time before walking away

after school
i head home and walk "straight" to my bed. i get my phone out and text max, i'm still blocked
el: i see i'm still blocked.. :(
el: i'm starting to loose hope you'll respond..

editors note: I GOT 1000+ WORDS!!! this was a sad chapter in my opinion but what will happen next? will she continue to be ignored or will max finally respond?? you'll have to wait and see