Mess is what it seems to be as the scent of their arousal filled the whole room. Panting each other with their breaths, hitching in sync and body entangled together.
"Tae, aren't you getting tired of repeating this?" She asked between tears as she was trapped under him.
"There's nothing more important than seeing you helpless under me." He whispered, brushing his wet fingers through bare her chest.
"But-"
"Shush, kitten. This is not the right time to talk about nonsense." He cutted off, pecking her lips. She has no choice but to follow him, and as her end game, she has to endure under his words.
[•]
Waking up from her deep slumber, Y/N felt the same pain as usual. Physically or mentally, the pain is enough for her stay still in one place.
She closed her eyes as she thought, she need to rest to gain energy as she knew her husband will go and wreck her again when he returns.
Taehyun and Y/N were married for over five years, but those five years, only got wasted by his addiction of having sex. Instead of building a family, he chose to be selfish and pleasure himself. He only think of himself. He has no idea what's going on with his wife.
Meanwhile Y/N, if she thought of bringing back everything from the beginning, it was just a one sided love. It was only her who thought of them being together and have a happy ending. She was only used as a rebound when the love of his life, left him. And it all started there.
Her train of thoughts was cutted off by an alarming sound, coming from her phone. Her best friend is calling.
"Good morning, ugly."
"Good morning, Hee." She replied with a hoarse, and weak voice.
"Wait, did you just woke up? It's already 10 AM though." She hummed in response and again, closed her eyes as she felt lazy all of the sudden.
"Hey, are you okay? You sounded dull."
"I am, Hee. Don't worry... Anyway, what's with the sudden call? Do you miss me?"
"Hell naur, I just called to make sure you're doing fine, and is Taehyun treating you nice? How about your medication? Are you still taking the maintenance?"
She let out a slight chuckle, replying, "stop denying it, Heeseung. I know you miss me."
"Okay, fine. But dude, obviously like how can I not? We've been best friends since our diaper days, and now we only had each other."
"Yeah, yeah... Are you busy?"
"Yes."
"Aw, I was about to ask you out."
"I mean no. Beomgyu just came over, telling me that we don't have work."
"Woah, why aren't you updated?"
"I left the group chat."
"Ha, bet your boss is fuming in anger."
"Definitely he is. He can't give me orders anymore."
"I gotta go and prepare, I'll call you later." Hanging the phone up, she got up from the messy bed and went over the shower to cleanse herself. Then after that, she fixed the messy bed and fed her husband's one and only pet. Hobak.
"Mommy will meet a close friend, and I want you to behave while I'm gone, okay?" She smiled, pecking the cat's forehead and left, with only one debit card that contains one million USD budget.
Heeseung sent her a location, saying that don't bother calling him anymore and so she did.
When she arrived, she saw her best friend staring at the kid who's laughing with his parents, and Y/N knew what he felt, cause she also feel the same.
"Why don't you get a girlfriend by your own?" She suddenly asked, startling him.
"How long you've been standing there?"
"Half a minute, I guess." He gazed back towards the small family and Y/N hit his arms, chuckling.
"There's so many girls waiting for you on the line."
"Yeah... But I still love her." He whispered, referring to his first love.
"My bad. Who is she anyway? It's been years since you talked about her, we're still in high school back then when you told me that you like her. And you know, I feel betrayed for not telling me."
"You're so dumb." He muttered.
"Wait, what? Why?"
"Nothing."
"Have you given me some clues or something but I didn't guess it?"
"Yes, in college, but you're too blind for Taehyun that's why." She pouted her lips as she thought, maybe she was too thirsty to get Taehyun's attention back then that she forgot about her best friend's condition.
Well, that's what she thought.
Heeseung sighed as she still couldn't get the hint who is he talking about.
He was right, she got blinded by Taehyun. And there's nothing more hurt than that.
I now accept that all this time, you were thinking about him.
"Stop that, you'll never guess her." She once again, pouted her lips as she began to sulk, which made him giggle at her cuteness.
"Have you brought some cash?" She turned her head over him, stiffening her gaze and pushed his forehead with her two fingers, causing him to groan.
"You always think about cash... I haven't brought any."
"What? Why didn't you told me so, I also haven't brought any. Not even a single penny."
"No, let's just say you're ungenerous." It was now his turn to pout his lips and act like a cute baby, but those actions doesn't affect her and walked away, leaving him behind.
"Hey, wait! Where are you going?"
"To visit our babies." Heeseung froze from his spot, trying to process what she said with slight hint of blush on his cheeks, then Y/N soon noticed him and slapped him.
"I said, I'm going to visit our babies, Sunoo, Jungwon and Niki. Have you forgot about them?" He came back to his senses and shook his head.
"I know what you're thinking so stop that." He obediently nod his head and left, following her from behind.
After minutes of walking, Heeseung heaved a sigh as he began to complain. "Can't we just take taxi? I'm already tired."
"Don't you miss our school days? We used to walk each other like this and manage to bear it even with our slippers... We grew up like this, Heeseung."
"Yeah, I know, but that was years ago."
"Whether you like it or not, we walk, and plus, we're already near." She cheered, clapping her hands.
"Three kilometers is already near to you, huh?" She rolled her eyes, ignoring him and her phone suddenly buzzed, receiving a message from hee husband.
"How are you?" Heeseung scoffed after hearing out loud and left Y/N behind whilst stomping his feet.
"I bet he always text you the same thing everyday." He mocked.
"It's true though." She answered, turning off her phone. "And I keep answering the same thing everyday."
Heeseung turned his head over and saw a hint of sadness on her face. He felt guilty.
"This past few years are horrible... It feels like our living is scripted, unlike the first three years of having a relationship with him since college..." Heeseung clenched his fist by just hearing how sad she is and began to blame himself. If only he was advanced and confessed his feelings, none of this is gonna happen.
If only I could bring back time, I wouldn't have left you... Maybe you didn't met him.
