[ noah ]
" I c-can't get the image of your crying face out of my head.No matter how much I try to drown the image out of my head..I can't....phoenix please come back to me baby.it's been a week,a week since you ran away with my pumping heart in your hands. I can't take it anymore. I can't breathe. I can't be without you. you aren't my other half, you are the whole missing piece. you are my one. I'm sick without you . "
The tall golden engraved gates blurred my vision as the voicemail I left behind in Phoenix's phone echoed through the loneliness of my mind.The rain pierced my exposed skin as I stood outside the gates of her home,wanting to be let in.It's been a week since I have seen her,since I could eat,sleep,drink or live in peace.The night she ran with my heart in her hands was also the night anyone saw the last of her.She had vanished,and I was lost.
The cigarette began to burn my lips as I forgot to exhale.Even smoking seemed like such a chore now that she was gone.Everything changed when she left.
My world went back to its black and white color.Getting out of bed pained me much more than laying in an empty bed.My home is no longer my home now that she has left it.Every inch of my life is tainted with her.And her leaving me felt like she has robbed me.Robbed me of my life and my name because the person I see in the mirror isn't Noah Denvers anymore.
I felt my bottom lip trembling from the coldness of the rain and from the tears wanting to build in my orbs.How the fück did she manage to make like this? How the fück did she manage to have me standing outside her house everyday,all day and night with tears in my eyes just because I needed to know she was safe? How did she manage to make me fall in love with her at first sight? It was love at first sight,it was,it was,it is.The minute my gaze fell upon her was the beginning of the end for me.She gave me the life I had been missing out on only for it be snatched away from me.
It's love.Passionate,hopeless,mad love.Yet that simple word and phrase is not enough to describe the way I feel for Phoenix.Nothing can describe the love I have for the way her lips move to form words.The way her light accent barges through her phrases after talking for a long period of time.The way she touches me gently or roughly in the right places.The way her mouth morphs with mine until the point that our tongues no longer make love,but fück.It's way more than love.Everything she does is way more than love.Everything I feel is beyond that four lettered word.
"Excuse me son,can I help you with anything?" A loud voice shouted at me through the raging storm falling down upon me.My clouded vision moved towards the expensive looking car parked outside the Montaluna gates.And there with the window half opened sat a middle aged man in his car.His features were not well seen due to the darkness and clouds around us,but I could easily sense the power falling off of him from where I stood.
"I came here to see Phoenix." I shouted through the rain.I watched the man's posture change at the mention of my beautiful...girlfriend.Girlfriend wasn't enough for me though just like love.Phoenix is my soul and heart,girlfriend is not enough.She is the love of my world...my life...my soul...my galaxy..God,she's made me the biggest fücking wimp ever,but I would do anything to make her happy even if it meant losing my dignity.
"Get in or meet me at the door,do as you wish." The man shouted one last time before I signaled to him that I would follow him instead of getting in the car.I was already drenched from the rain,it made no difference to me.
I quickly stomped on my cigarette as I entered the gates of Phoenix's home making a shiver run through me knowing my princess has been abused past these gates,in that house.The car approached the entrance of the grand house before I did making me the last to enter the home.The door to the house was open for me as a tall well built man stood there like a statue making me known he was probably a staff member.I wonder if he's ever talked to my princess,but of course she lives here,sometimes,lately she's been with me so much that my house was swarming with her clothing,shoes,and traces of her. I loved it but not as much as I love her.
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Phoenix
Romance" i've killed for your love,who else can say that? " she whispered as the tears streamed down her face.and he could see it in her eyes,he finally broke her. she fell dangerously in love with the devil himself and he fell in love with one of God's an...
