Chapter 18

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Nicolas

I woke up to an empty room. Well- that was before someone barged in. "Nicky baby!" Aliyah ran to me and hugged me.

"I missed you so much! I'm so proud of you baby" she exclaims which only made me confused.

"First of all, why the fuck did you just call me baby. Second of all, what are you talking about we were literally together yesterday." I frowned. I don't like when someone calls me that.

"I know... It's just that, i'm so proud of you!" She hugs me once again.

"You're proud... for what exactly?" I look at her, confused.

"You know, when you posted that video of your friend Theodore and the blonde guy sucking each other off. That's actually so hilarious." She laughs.
I clench my wrists.

"I really am proud, Nicky. All of my friends now think that you're cool. I have a cool boyfriend!" She smiles confidently. I scrunch my face with disgust. I don't need anyone to remind me of what i'd done. Everytime i think about it it's worse. Oh no... i think i'm gonna-

I quickly bended over the bed as the vomit made it's way out of my guts. Tears started rolling down my cheeks as i vomited onto the floor. I just want Theodore to be here with me. I want him to hold me and never let go. I want him to caress me and kiss me gently until i feel better. I want him to be here for me. But instead, it's -

"Nicky?!? Oh my god!" Panicked Aliyah and ran out of the room, leaving me there, still vomiting everything i had left in me.

Once i had nothing left inside me, i ran to the bathroom to get myself a glass of water. I quickly chugged the water to get rid of the disgusting after taste of puke.

I sighed heavily after finishing my glass, and after that i went back to clean the floor.

After about 30 hard minutes of trying to clean up the puke, and trying not to do it again, i was finally done.

I want to see Theodore. I need to see him. I need to apologize. I need to let him know that i had no intentions in doing what i did. I don't even know how it happened.

~flashback~

"Oh Nicky you're so funny! Haha. My cute little puppy." Said Aliyah proudly as ever and splashed water on Nick who was now drunk to the point he couldn't sense anything around him.

"Haha guys, do you know that guy, who dragged me away earlier? He's my roommate Theodore." Murmurs Nick to his new friend group.

"That weird dude? Yeah what about him?" Answers Jake with a grin.

"The day we arrived, something weird happened. I saw him getting in a bed with another dude. Hah. So i recorded them." Why was all of this even coming out of Nick's mouth?

"No way! You have a faggot roommate. Must suck!" A boy with light brown hair speaks up leaving the others laugh like crazy.

"Show us." Jake smirks. What makes him so curious? Nick held his phone showing off the video to others.

"No way! That's so disgusting! You should post it on our website to warn everyone! They might get harassed by that homo." Jake held onto Nick's shoulder with the smirk never leaving his face.

And with that, Nick wasn't even thinking. He went straight away and posted it on the website. What was he supposed to do? Everyone was pressuring him and he was just too out of it.

~end of flashback~

I stood up and was about to leave the room until Mia and Jeremy busted in, a worry on their faces.

"Nick! Please tell me you've seen Theo" Said Jeremy and touched my shoulder. I swatted his hand away. I was still mad at both him and Mia. But i was curious what was all this fuss about.

"Um, no i haven't seen him in the past 3 hours, why? Is something wrong?" I answer. "When was the last time you've seen him?!" Squealed Mia. To be honest, that action made me flinch.

"Why? What is wrong with him? Is he hurt?!" I don't understand what's going on at all. Worry and concern start to take control over me.

"Answer my question Nicolas!!!" Yells Mia and i had no other choice at this point but to answer her question. "The last time i saw him was when he came into this room, uh he was pretty stressed at least from the look on his face. He also seemed kinda sad."

"What was he doing when he came?" Asked Jeremy. "Uh he was just walking around the room picking up some of his stuff, i guess." Both Mia's and Jeremy's eyes widened after i said that.

"Don't tell me..." Said Mia while turning her gaze to Jeremy. "Guys can you finally now tell me what the fucking fuck is going on?" I yell. Just what is going on?

"We can't find Theodore anywhere! We searched for him through the whole camp, even asked Martha. Noone seems to know where he is. And if he went here and packed all of his stuff, i think that means..."

"THAT MEANS HE LEFT THE CAMP!?"

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Oh no! He really did leave:(

What do you think about this chapter? Will Nick try to contact Theo somehow?

-no

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