My Sweet Savior (ZHANYI)

BLEEDING PAST

"Ge... I-I was raped when I was 8 years old." Yibo stammered while looking down.

Zhan felt like his soul left his body at the younger's words. All he was able to see was red.

But he composed himself when he saw his little one shivering due to his intense glare. He immediately hugged Yibo tightly and rubbed his back in soothing stokes. His heart was bleeding for his love. 

"Shh.. I am really sorry baby for not being their when it happened."  Zhan said in a cracked voice. He was shivering with regret and guilt of not being with his baby since the starting.

Yibo, when heard Zhan's cracked voice and apology, cupped his cheeks.

"It's not your fault Zhan ge.. Don't apologize." Yibo said before sitting up straight, Zhan immediately following him. Zhan immediately made Yibo sit on his lap, such that Yibo's head was buried in his warm chest.

Yibo purred in contentment when Zhan massaged the back of his neck to remove stress.

"Baby... I do want to know about your past, but only if you feel comfortable to share i-" Zhan was silenced by a dainty index finger on his lips.

"I'm the most comfortable around you Zhan ge. So if I can't tell you, then I won't be able to tell anyone...." Yibo stared in Zhan's eyes with love and admiration. He hesitantly continued.

"I cannot keep you in dark Zhan ge. You have the right to know about my past. After that you can decide whether you want me or-" This time Yibo was silenced by a long slender finger on his lips.

"If not you, then I don't want anyone else little one. You are mine.... And I'm all yours." Zhan whispered while staring deep into the younger's soul. 

Yibo nodded with tear filled eyes. But this time, they were tears of happiness. He no longer felt anxious while his past was being discussed. Instead, he wanted to let everything out that he has kept inside from past decade.

So he nodded before starting.

"I was 8 years old, when suddenly one day, I felt a terrible stomach ache. I told mom and she told me to go to the washroom and rest for a while as she was busy on a phone call with her friend. So I complied and went to the washroom. But on the way, I felt wetness in my pants. When I checked, it was blood." Yibo said, making Zhan frown.

"I screamed when saw blood coming out from my lower region. When my mom heard me screaming, she finally hung up the call nd rushed to me, but even she was horrified to see my trousers fully stained with blood." Yibo continued.

"She immediately called dad and immediately took me to hospital. They did a number of tests on me and concluded that I had both male and female reproductive organs.. That is, I can conceive like a woman as well as impregnate like a man." Yibo revealed.

Zhan was beyond shocked. But somehow, he felt strangely happy to know that Yibo can conceive. But he didn't show it as the most important thing right now is to know about Yibo's past and punishing the wrongdoers. So he let Yibo continue.

"My dad was extremely disgusted by me, even my mom was upset. So when my personal doctor told them that he wanted to do some tests on me as there were very less cases like these, for which, I must stay in the hospital for few days, my dad immediately agreed, as all he wanted that time was to stay away from a disgusting creature like me." Yibo sighed. 

Zhan gritted his teeth in anger. It took everything in him to not end that shithead father of his love for calling his angel disgusting.

He hugged Yibo tightly and kept kissing his forehead.

"You are not disgusting little one. You can never be.. You are the purest angel that can ever set foot on earth." Zhan said lovingly.

Yibo smiled at him before continuing.

"My personal doctor, Dr. Su Minshan hospitalized me. He was a very ambitious doctor. Though there were quite a few cases like this in the whole world, but I was the first such case in the city. So he decided to personally experiment on m-me..." Yibo's voice cracked by the end. Zhan clearly knew where it was going, so he kept rubbing Yibo's back to calm him down, while controlling his own anger.

"I-I was just eight years old Zhan ge... a-and that man.. *sob*." Yibo finally cried. After so many years of keeping everything inside him, he finally let it out. Zhan just silently heard his sobs, continuously placing kisses on his hairs and rubbing his back.

"I-I *sob* told my mom, but she shushed *sob* me, telling me never to open my mouth about this case to anyone. My *sob* father was even more disgusted by me, yelling at me that it was my fault that I was born like this. *hic* Ge.. I-I was scared. I really didn't decide to be born like this. That man touched me badly. Ge.. I-It was paining. He was hurting me. I cried, but he shut me up by taping my mouth. I-I was bleeding ge." Yibo finally let it all out. The complaints he always kept inside him, he finally burst out. 

Zhan was trying his best to not lose his sanity after hearing Yibo's words. He cannot scare Yibo by his ruthlessness right now. So he just took a deep breath and tried to calm down. But nothing was working.

"M-My parents took me back after a week of hospitalization. But in that one week, he raped me thrice. My parents locked me inside the house because I started getting panic attacks every now and then. One day, when my father was too fed up with my anxiety, he whipped me with a belt and told me that I am weak and useless, that is why someone was able to take advantage of me and now I get these panic attacks. Since then, I stopped telling anyone about my condition gege. You are the first person I told everything." Yibo completed his story and buried his face in Zhan's chest, holding the elder as if his life depends on it.

"Please don't leave me Ge. I beg you. Y-You are the only good occurrence that ever happened in my life. Please ge~" Yibo wailed out loud.

Zhan cradled the younger's trembling body in his arms, trying to soothe him.

"Never Baby.. Gege loves you a lot. I will never leave you. You are my everything. Gege will punish everyone who did wrong with you." 

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