Can you accept the person you hated the most?
Erica Jane Hiaco, she was young when her family leave her in an orphanage, til then someone adapt her
She's a happy kid, a good kid. She was rise by a single lady who adapt her because she can't bare a child
Her poster mother always telling her that hating someone is no good
Maybe because her poster mother is good lady with a pure kindness of love within her
"Erica Jane," agad akong napalingon kay, Mama ng tawagin niya ang pangalan ko
"Yes po, Ma?" nag-tatanong ang mga matang tumingin ako rito, she seems so serious
"I know the fact that you hate your parents,"biglang sumeryoso ang mukha sa unang sinasabi nito
"What are you trying to say, Ma? You're only my parents, Ma my family, my mother and father at the same time." seryosong wika ko rito dahilan para mapangiti ito
"I know that, Hon. it's just that I want you to be happy." may masuyong ngiting sambit nito
"But, I'm happy, Ma."seryosong tugon ko
"You're not fully happy, Hon not until you freed yourself from hating your real parents."sambit nito
"I know you need this, I'm aware that you had a lot of question about yourself that your parents only can give answer."huminga ng malalim si, Mama saka masuyong hinawakan ang kamay ko
"Diba sabi mo noon gusto mong makita at makilala ang parents mo? Then you'll gonna asked them why they leave you?"
"Ma, wala na po akong pakialam sa reason nila, masaya na po akong kasama kayo."mahinang wika ko rito
" I'm glad to hear that."mahinang wika ni, Mama
" But, I still want to do it. Gusto kong mag-kita kayong mag-ina para mag-kausap, kaya nga hinanap ko sila para sayo eh."
" Ma... "
" I love you, Erica Jane you're my precious treasure and I'm scared to lose you. Kahit hindi ka galing sa'kin itinuring kitang tunay na anak. You made me happy, Hon at gusto ko ding masaya ka."
" Your hurting aren't you?"may pag-aalalang sambit ko rito ngunit nginitian lang niya ako
" It's alright, Hon everything will gonna fine."she said, like what alway she said
"Ma, you don't need to do this."napa-buntong hiningang wika ko
"But this is what you need, Hon you need to talk to them. "sambit nito "Hindi mo naman sila kailangang kausapin ngayon kung hindi ka pa handa. Pag-isipan mo muna, Erica Jane."tumayo si, Mama saka lumapit sa'kin at niyakap Ako
" Whatever your decision is, I'll respect it, Hon. I'm always here for you to support you every decision you make."na natiling tahimik akong yumakap kay, Mama
"I love you, Ma." mahinang wika ko rito
"I love you too, Hon."
Family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten but why did they left me?
Bakit hindi nila ako binalikan? I waited them for a years but not even they shadow came back... it's like they forgotten already about me
Home isn't where you're from, it's where you find light when all grows dark.
And Mama is my light, I don't want to lose the she gave to me
Mama is already enough for me, I'm happy even it was just the two of us. I don't need to meet or talk to them anymore
I don't know how I could face those people I hated the most
