their endless melody

chapter 7

TW: overdosing
death.
losing someone you love.

"N-NO NO NO NO DAZAI COME ON GET UP. DAZAI GET UP PLEASE. DAZAI! N-NO NOT AGAIN".

happiness never lasts. Something will happen and it will break. Especially chuuya's happiness. It never lasts. Everytime he finds someone he loves they just leave.

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Empty wine bottles. Pills. Hair. All over the floor. And chuuya just laying there in a mess. He had cut his hair and they were all over around him, he took all the pills he could find at the house with wine. He emptied the boxes and the bottles. "Fuck it" his vision was getting blurry. He didn't want someone to save him. Every person he loved died. Suddenly while he was about to get knocked down he looked at a photo of him and dazai he had "you bastard.. I fucking loved you." he said and ripped the photo before closing his eyes.

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Chuuya and dazai were walking down the street hand by hand "Hey chuuya! Chase me down!" he said letting go of chuuyas hand and started running "Hey get back here you asshole-!" before he could say anything else he saw the same scene. Blood all over the road. A car infront of a corpse. "D-dazai..?" he said and run to him "Hey dazai don't close your eyes. I'm here! SOMEONE CALL AN AMBULANCE! Please don't close your eyes please please-" "chuuya.." "what is it? Tell me" "i-i l-love you" he said and closed his eyes leaving no expression at his face "N-NO NO NO NO DAZAI COME ON GET UP. DAZAI GET UP PLEASE. DAZAI! N-NO NOT AGAIN" he said and hugged dazais corpse while screaming and crying "NO PLEASE NO NO NO NO NO".

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2 days later.

Chuuya was still alive. After overdosing his brother got him into the hospital and he survived. Dazai was unconscious but not dead. When chuuya woke up he didn't even hesitate he just ran to dazais room while tripping all the way there because he was still affected by the pills "D-DAZAI..?! YOURE ALIVE RIGHT?" he said and hugged his body and held his hand "Oh my God I thought you were dead. I missed you so much you shitty asshole" he said with tears in his eyes. Suddenly he felt someone holding his hand too "Huh..?" dazai was trying to hold chuuyas hand, chuuya smiled in tears and kissed dazais forehead "NURSES! HE IS UP!" he said as dazai was trying to open his eyes, all the nurses rushed into the room and ran some tests on him, after the nurses left the room chuuya ran to him, fell on top of him and hugged him while kissing him non stop, dazais was flustered and just smiled at chuuya and was mesmerised by his pretty blushing mess and smile "Fuck you bastard I thought you died!" they both cuddled as chuuya was in dazai's arms as dazai ran his fingers through chuuyas hair and kissed his forehead "I love you chuuya" "I love you too dazai"

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5 years later

Their band was famous all over Japan and yokohama but dazai was replaced. He moved to England for business and to graduate. Chuuya became a musician and found new band members but he cut contact with dazai because they thought it would be better for them to organise their lives and then be together but they just never talked again. They both missed each other much but none of them would dare to call each other.

"Say chuuya, are you thinking of getting a partner soon?" Yosano asked "No, I rather stay alone with music, I'm not like you" "haha funny. At least a have a girlfriend something that you don't have" she said smiling while she knew she was pissing off chuuya "Shut up! I'm just focusing on my job right now!" Gin approached them "right" she said as yosank burst out laughing "Guys I got great news!" Atsushi said with a bright smile with tachihara next to him being over the moon by happiness "What happened?" "We are going for a concert to London! And we are leaving at 3 days! Isnt that great?!" Chuuya went quiet "England?! Woah of course we will go! Ehat do you think chuuya?" "We are not going." everyone was surprised and started complain "Why not?! Please chuuyaaaa" "It would be a good opportunity to go somewhere else than Japan" "I said no! I'm leaving" he said and walked away leaving everyone in question and complain but then yosano spoke "Dont worry about him, I will get him to go" she said and ran after him "Chuuya wait up and stop ignoring me!" Chuuya stopped walking and she caught up to him "Listen I know why you don't wanna go but-" "I can't see him again yosano." Yosano sighed "Chuuya come on. Out of all London you think that you will see him? I don't think so. We will just go for a concert and then leave alright?" Chuuya sighed and accepted.

"Youre back early i see" verlaine said "I came to get some wine because my fridge is empty and I'm going home" verlaine smile "And why are you drinking exactly? I thought you quit drinking" "I never quieted, I love wine" he sighed as he saw chuuya walking away "Oh and can you come water my plants while I will be gone?" "Sure little brother!" he said with a sarcastic smile while chuuya rolled his eyes and shut the door, he walked home while drinking and when he arrived he just sat the couch and fell asleep there half drunk.

2 days later

"Woahhh England's Airport is bigger than expected!" Tachihara said and started running around at the shops and holding gin's hand "Slow down tachihara! Lets not go too far away from each other!" Atsushi said worried but yosano was running around too trying to find the perfect clothes for the concert "All of you here right now!" as chuuya started yelling everyone ran back and smiled "Lets go to the hotel and then we will go shopping" he said and started walking away.

"So I'm taking a room with chuuya and atushi you girls go get another" tachihara said "Huh?! No I'm not coming with you" chuuya grinned "Why nottttt" tachihara whined "fine! Let's just go!"

Author notes:
Hey guys! I missed you! How is everyone doing? Thank you for reading<3